Friday, July 02, 2010 ♥
Happiness wasn't as easy as you claim it to be.
:C
There's so much unspoken words. I had no idea where to start of from.
There's so much unwanted tears tht keep shedding, i've no clue how it all comes about.
There's so much bottom up feelings, which i totally detest its feeling it kinda of getting me lost.
I don't abide by rules, i don't get played by them. Neither do i get pull down by them.
I am who i am.
Things took a change, i've became different.
Not alot but a bit i guess.
But was a great improvement i believe you do see the changes in youre eyes too.
But you're not me.
You don't know exactly whats running through my mind.
Why do all my close love one torment themselves.
I felt 'failure' at this point of time.
Total F A I L U R E .
I failed in almost everything.
Kinship, Friendship & relationship.
I concede defeat,
I SURRENDER.
I give up.
I've no more strength.
I'm really totally worn out.
At this point of time, i wished you were here still to guide me through , but i don't wanna drag you down no more futher.
Cause i no longer looks further then tomorrow.
You might find i'm only just justifying for my acts finding excuses to make myself feels better.
Not being hurt. But you're totally wrong.
It's not what you think it is.
I don't wanna see.
Or take it that i'm scared to face the fact.
My love one taking their own lives and leaving me here all alone.
I don't want , and i don't know how to go through this kinda of physcially and mentally torment.
I don't wanna let tears take over me anymore, i don't wanna send off any more friends.
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Can i be selfish and asked of you.
Please, let me leaves before any of you guys do.
Because i don't wanna have tht pain in me.
*Perspectives and viewss.
there's nothing much.
Life is such that death is the second option.
Saturday, May 15, 2010 ♥
I know i can never be compare to the rest that you have had.
& thou yes indeed, we had so much that can never meet eye to eyes, disputes tht always arouses.
but nevertheless i still love you.
& i thought i would never loved anyone elses till now,
i realised , i've loved you more than i thought i would.
I don't know how far can we go , how far can our hands hold.
But still, i hope.
We'll try and make this worth.
I may not be as perfect , i may not be the best that you have had. But i'd try , to fit in youre pace, the way you want me to be.
But you've to let me keep up to youre pace.
BB, i love you.
Sunday, April 18, 2010 ♥
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Been a while ever since I login to my Blog.
Been rotting all this while.
Things have happen, for the one that should and for the one that shouldn't .
A brand new start ? Or Starting afresh but yet still stuck with the past.
I admid , i don't deny, i still can't get over right away.
Its not just one two day thingy.
Its was years, & dude, its was a road tht both took so hard ,
went through so much , fight for what they want , went through all the ups and downs
tears and joy. before everyone start acknowledging and giving their blessings even when some were fake.
but yeah.
The chance were there. I didn't grab hold of it.
I always have taken things for granted, because you loved me way too much before.
Thus letting me having my ways , till i've forgotten our very first vows.
So what even if my tears tht i'm gonna shed would drown myself. i guess i deserve it.
I had you all along, i had you there when i needed you .
but humans changes , i didn't took care of my chance , i didn't grab hold of it tightly , i just allows it to slip through my arms.
THERE'S NO USED OF FEELING REMORSEFUL OR REGRETS.
but sincerely, i hope you would have the best.
Because you deserve a better one.
THanks , & i'm sorry for all those stuff i've ever done to hurt you .
Yet still assuring me everytime tht i've you to lean onto.
& i know, i'd have to stand alone from now on without you.
(:
I miss you & i love you.
But i'll slowly slowly just forget about all this.
The wound would still exist, but i'll just cover up with ours, every one and sweet memories(:
thanks!
Nothing could ever be replaced for this love we had down the years. I'll remember you as long as i've my breath still on.
Labels: In my life, you'd make a path that were beautiful.
Monday, April 05, 2010 ♥
Labels: you'll always lives in us.
Thursday, March 18, 2010 ♥
You were the Best Uncle any elses would never have.
15.03.2010, you took youre leave for a better place in another world,
and please do take care and lead a happier life even better than now.
I Love & Misses you, everyone of us do.
P.S: If any of friends, were to be coming down , kindly give me a call or text.
Thanks for those who have came down being there for me as well as paying my dearest uncle a visit.
Thank You very much!
Tuesday, January 19, 2010 ♥
down to workplace last night.
had a bottle of martel.
all alone till rivinbb came down.
andy ray and eric were there as well.
as well as jiejieJoan.
justin came down shortly.
finished the drinks,
down to windsor hotel with the co.
:D
and we had a nice journey back to ahjie's yawen place.
haha
laugh all the way while sending her back.
it beats nothing better , to have someone,
whom knows you deep well.
its always nice to have her around la.
SABAI SABAI soon !
hahah
(:
thanks irvinbb, for being so sweet.
everyone was so happy, and he suggesting partying.
thou he's got work tml.
:D
thanks bb <3
photos' will be uploaded soon.
l0ves.
Friday, January 15, 2010 ♥
HOHO.
Spell l0ves! yeahs!
Have been hanging out with my precious for the past few days<3dearestJazlynn was there ((:
-JUMPSSSJUMPSS
& out tonight tgt with my girls again.
Can't wait, and hopefully nothing screws up.
(:
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OH yah.
My tagboard is getting interesting.
And just for youre info,
I won't get irritated but its kinda of fun, to see people like you , whom have nothing to do ,
but doing such childish stuff.
i believe you know me real life , or whatsoever.
but it doesn't matter,
because , i won't be irritated and bear that in mind.
(:
cause i never knew tht there's still such silly ppl around.
HAHA
CHILDISH PIECE OF SHIT!
enjoy tagging in the tagboard.
:D
Sunday, January 03, 2010 ♥
The Moment.
HAPPY 2010. BRAND NEW YEAR NEW START.
GOODBYES, 2009!
Saturday, December 19, 2009 ♥
Been out for the last few days. or for the past few weeks.
& i made ice cream angry for a few days. :C
SORRY!
oks,
NANA, BQ, ClubDolls.
Tampiness with Icecream<3>
and movies.
(:
& other than tht.
work plus work.
So tiring.
>.<
OHOH.
went shopping ytd.
hoho.
spend so much.
but am happy for the first time.
Shopping with Bjvon was NICE.
Shall prepare. and off for movie.
IMissIcecream..
Wednesday, December 02, 2009 ♥
HOME HOME HOME
with loves(:
I'm back home yeah.
and it's like 6.36am now.
i'm still wide awake.
Work in the night,
& i guess i'll be a panda sooner or later.
Shall start being a good girl, and home after work.
Home during off days.
I need to replenish all of my loss of sleeps
OH GOD.
:b
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放手,不是因为我不在在乎.
是因为我要你寻找你要的快乐
.而在设么是后,知道当你许要人陪.
我就在这.
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IMISSYOULAH~
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I wanna cuddle you right now .
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Seriously, i know what going on.
So don't think I'm like a idoit or a fool to you.
Because, its just that I choose to be ignorant and pretending.
If you think I'm that easy to make use off than fine with it.
But i've my limits to everything ,
My capability, am running out.
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GOODNIGHTS LOVES.
IT'S GETTING LATE.
AND I SHALL FORCE MYSELF TO BED.
Tuesday, December 01, 2009 ♥
♥ 爱，可以浪漫，但不要浪费；可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。♥
爱一个人：
要了解，也要开解;
要道歉，也要道谢;
要认错，也要改错;
要体贴，也要体谅；
是接受，而不是忍受；
是宽容，而不是纵容；
是支持，而不是支配；
是慰问，而不是质问；
是倾诉，而不是控诉；
是难忘，而不是遗忘；
是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
是为对方默默祈求，而不是向对方诸多要求；
& its true enough.
Won't one get tired of putting on a brave front?
I'm getting tired.
& i've been going through decisions and choices i should make.
Even if i know its going to be painful , still i think it shouldn't drag.
oh well.
Shall just see how thing will be going .
weather so nice to turn in to slp(:
but yet , i can't .
urghs.
Why am i going against my principal?
Why am i not the same as I used to be?
I hate the way, right now, the way I am.
F F F F F F F F F F! .
Good girl today.
HOME FOR THE ENTIRE DAY.
(:
& sometimes, it really feels nice.
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Oh yahs. Just heard from someone.
OH well.
this person should well enugh know who am i talking about.
Up till now , i've thought you've grown.
Bloodly hell. 24yrs old yet you're still acting like a kid.
seriously, you think youre damn great at everything.
You're not!
you can't even secure youre own boyf what make you have the right to go and say others.
not as if you're looking like a model.
and youre not.
like come on.
if it wasn't for his R_____ would you stick with someone who betray you.
GET A LIFE.
think about yourself even before you make a statement about others!
Monday, November 30, 2009 ♥
Sunday, November 29, 2009 ♥
Bloody
-The one whom you love don't loves you, the one you didn't knew would love you, loves you now.
Out for rounding later.
oh damn.
Drunk last night. yet my mind was sober.
:(
imy.
Friday, November 20, 2009 ♥
Never able to keep up to youre pace,
Because you've never opened up any space.
Time you said that's all you need,
I've given you all.
I've given you even more than,
what you've asked for.
Keep within,
If I'm able to , I seriously wished to.
Seal the lips , Lock the hearts, Throw the key faraway,
A place where's its unreachable, where we'll never get hold of it.
But if i have to let you go now,
If i really have to do.
Can you just stay for a little while,
Just a little while more to hear me say what i need to say.
Baby, I love you.
& if ever a day , i were to be heaven,
Rest assured, i'll be looking after you from above.
& before i were to leave someday,
I just say someday,
I hope you did hear me saying ,
I love you dear.
Thou , you might not have love me,
As much as how I did in loving you.
But I'm more than content,
More than happy , to have you once, and our memories.
Our disputes , disagreements , laughters , joys , and tears,
We had it all together , hand in hand.
It might had just be for a while,
But its going to follow me for a lifetime.
& if i were to be gone ,
I said , if i were to leave.
Don't tear, For i don't wanna see you cry,
Cause i won't not be there to wipe away youre tears.
but if you do ,
gaze stars in the night,
know that i'm gazing at the very same sky as you ,
just that , i'm not nearby.
Know that , all I've wanted ,
Was nothing more than just for you to smile.
For you to be happy ,
Leading youre life everyday in laughters.
& do remember while I'm still around ,
till god have decide to bring me home.
if you were to need a shoulder to lean on ,
I'll always be there.
If you need a listening ear,
You know where to get me.
If you just need someone to rant at ,
You know , i'm always ready.
Or perhaps , just someone for companion,
I'm more than willing to.
I promise,
If you were to cry ,
I'll cry with you.
If you were to talk ,
I promise , I'll keep in very silence.
If you were to rant ,
Just give it all you can.
If you just merely need a companion ,
I'll just do my utmost to make you feel loved.
Cause baby ,
My world you've once existed,
Be it whatever that happens ,
I'm always here.
& know that out there ,
There's still someone who cares.
♥
Finally ! YEAH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My blogskin is CHANGED!
It's rotting I know(:
But who cares.
NO TIME>.<
But at least its much better now.
Hopefully?
but its all in pink la.
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I'm having splitting headache now):
Oh.
Must be the rain which i've got drenched today.
xD
but its alright.
I'm super pleased today thou i've spend like 100plus !
:X
Bought my heels and two new tops.
as well as my other stuff.
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i'm going to bed now. gonna force myself to bed.
there's still work tml!
G O O D Y N I G H T S <3
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I know I shouldn't but the fact is I did.
Friday, November 13, 2009 ♥
Through love all that's bitter will be Sweet,
& Passion is the Elixir.
It may not always be so,
The one i've loved, would loved me as much as i did.
If this should be , i said if this should be,
That a word i would never wanna hear,
Would be goodbye from you.
i've carrid youre heart iwth me,
and its never me when i'm never without it.
I want no world that's beautiful,
For you're my world my True.
Take away the love,
& our world is dead.
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Oks ! i'm super bored.
PARTY ANYONE?
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Insomia ):
Tuesday, November 10, 2009 ♥
Souls meet Soul's on Lovers lips,
Love is the bridge between two sincere hearts.
Absence sharpens the existance,
Presence , strengthens it.
Sometimes, youre near-ness,
Takes my breathe away.
Plenty of things i wanna say,
But yet , i had no voice to speak.
Then in silence,
I could only Hope.
That you could see what I'm trying to breach across with my eyes.
On the outside,
I'm pretending that I'm still doing fine.
And that I'm still happy even without you.
Yet deep down inside,
It's still bleeding.
Still pretending I've forgotten you.
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PS. pardon me. as my blog's rotting. came to update.
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across our paths, i've met you.
xD
Monday, October 26, 2009 ♥
A bond I thought was strong all these while, wasn't what it was from start anymore.
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Tuesday, October 13, 2009 ♥
YEAH ! so great !
am sick for like coming a week :X
urghs.
so uncomfy can walaos.
>.<
anyway, for the last couple of days.
I had fun , cause was out with jazlyn as well as collin & co.
met up some friends , that have been pretty long not in contact .
(:
was a nice gathering.
hereby , thou am a little late still.
Happy Birthday CollinLew
I just woke up not long.
tummy feeling so painful.
craving for kfc now la. -.-
haha.
i miss baby!
:D
shall just go and bathe and prepare.
sis cooking porridge now ;
hoho.
so sweet.
TOODLES!
with loves.
Wednesday, September 30, 2009 ♥
Have you ever,
Would you ever,
Or perhaps you would never ever.
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I never thought i would ,
I never knew i could.
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PS: Its f random. i don't even know what the f am i here blogging.
PARDON ME >.<
:C
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Friday, September 25, 2009 ♥
Two movies caught pratically last night:D
Insane. but due to boredness.
no choice>.<
Caught Accident for the 1st show.
Seriously , i had no idea what the show was about, rate it 2/5
Head-d down to PepperLunch for dinner , den walk-d around AMKhub.
:X
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Head-d down to Iluma :D
damn big , but looks super empty.
Shall go shopping there like real soon.
*once i find new job*
hahah
:X
Phobia2 for the second. rate it 3/5
compared to the first 4bia, this one ain't that nice :C
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Down to BQ after that.
Met up with jazlyn.
had drinks over at The next stop ,
together with Vic, Nicky, Louis , Nicholas , Ahxi , Junler , and my dearest Jazlyn! :D
girl girl left early.
well , after that we went down to NANA. ha.
drank den home sweet home:D
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Baby's picture some of them uplaoded alr.
:D
baby's ain't booking out today.
but hopefully his back is better now .
imu.
Saturday, September 19, 2009 ♥
LoveAstray
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Few more hours time to gathering.
I simply can't wait.
Hopefully , there'll just be smiles laughters and happyness!
haha.
Ahbaby's asleep now.
In his wonderingLand! :X
& i'm widely awake.
But going to turn in soon.
gotta prepare stuff for BABY.
:D
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Such a good girl
-claps.
HOme for the entire day.
and tml will be another day(:
YVONNE YOU NEED PLENTY OF OF OF SLEEP.
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Dyed my hair.
and i've to say GOodbbye to my GoldenStraps):
URGHS.
HI BLACK HAIR.
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GOODNIGHTS PEEPS.
& Finally , Yvonne have come to realise, many around me are simply just fcuking hypocrites.
So kindly , as for you guys. don't come bother me , i'll not bother you too.
:D
Thursday, September 17, 2009 ♥
& the reason is ,
we don't meet eye to eye.
there were never enough of complying,
to youre satifaction.
You made me convinced ,
to all youre sayings.
But you have never did once,
fulfil what you'd promise.
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Perhaps, you never once did,
really understand , what you had said.
Still , with no regrets.
IloveYou.
Monday, September 14, 2009 ♥
Happy Birthday to NicholasYeo(:
& to
My lovely HeartOwner, Jasmine:D <3
Went dwn to MarinaSquare to meet up nic and his friends.
went for dinner over at NoSignBoard Resturant.
the guys went to play pool.
blah blah blah.
i'm so lazy to blog everything.
oks.
down to pasir ris after that(:
for heartowner's jasmine's birthday chalet.
reach-d pass her present , and guess what.
i had a present too:D
thanks sweety!
hahah
love it!
and hopefully you'll like youre small lil gift too.
had a smoke , den off i went.
down to cine to meet up louis.
went for kbox.
den home at 5.30Am.
:D
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I had the urge to hug you so badly ,
my heart was aching i just felt so heart wrenching.
yet i didn't had the courage to tell you how much i wanted you.
Perhaps , you've given up,
disputes my ample time of salvaging everything we have got.
You didn't seems to bother , neither do you seems to care,
you gave me a complete impression , you just wanted to shove me away.
boy , its went beyond my control,
i didn't knew it would go so far.
I didn't knew it would hurt so bad,
thinking everything might take a change from that night.
No doubts, we did once tried,
things just didn't seems to work out.
But did i or was i even ,
or once matter-d to you.
or stood a place in youre heart,
was i just merely a subsitute that you treated me as one.
Words can't place together,
how much i want you back.
how much i can't bear to let this go.
This fool right here is still waiting for you.
I seriously do not want youre good wishes,
I just want you , can i ?
Can everything just go back to what they were from the beginning,
and not ending up like this ?
I don't seems to get what youre having or thinking in mind ,
you never fails to let me wonder .
were you the one that had given up ,
or was i the one that really did wrong.
Were you even there with youre consicious mind ,
when you said all that stuff you would never do.
Were you awared ,
that i took it true , and placed it in heart.
Cause i trusted you.
You can have my words.
I'll wait , you can simply trust me on that.
IMU.
Can Things Just Be The Way They Were From Start.Saturday, September 12, 2009 ♥
Its not what I'm seeing , Its not what i'm hearing from you & i'm seeing it happening.
Was i being so f........... stupid , to be able to let you convince me , thinking everything were true.
Yet ending up , i'm the one going through it alone. without you.
Just what had went wrong.
I tried , to please you.
I tried to give in.
But why do things still have to turn out into this ugly scene of ours?
Like seriously. everyone have their dislikes , but you can't expect me to be the one that's always giving in i suppose?
Haven been home early this couple of days.
HOME DURING AM .
I can't fall asleep.
& whenever i'm asleep. I'll have night mare for sure.
:(
urgh.
i'm so tired.
so beaten.
Like can just angel fly to me and tell me what had really went wrong.
Or what i'm suppose to do , thus will not be ending up like this.
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PS: Ain't pinpointing , just felt like typing nonsense.
You convinced me in believing.
You persuaded me in giving in .
& Yes , I did.
I've poured in everything ,
yet all I get back was words that went down hurting.
I can't figure it out ,
Or perhaps , could someone tell me why.
Its so difficult to find someone that's right?
Monday, September 07, 2009 ♥
YVONNE's HOME.
Yes like finally.
:D
GOODMORNING TO ALL (:
i'm hungry:X hahah.
went to catch a movie together with andy(: watch-d 'The Proposal'
Its worth the catch.
Hiliarious.
I so wanna catch BloodTies.
I'm still thinking shall I order mac , or should i just go down and get breakfast.
Mum's off to work.
Sis is still in her wonderland
As for me.
I'm in my sleeping attire & wide awake.
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Can't fall alseep.
But i have to force myself .
because i still have to work later one at 7pm.
super shag.
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Love's is not what everything what one seeks for, sometimes , its just a simple care.
& knows that iloveyousweet.
i miss you so badly.
urghs.
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GOODNIGHTS ALL.
Friday, September 04, 2009 ♥
its 5.11am now.
:D
nicholas pick-d me up from work down to kallang den back home.
My blog has been rotting.
or perhaps it's already rotted.
:XX
I'm sleeepyyyy, but i can't fall asleep.
There's so many things going around my mind.
:(
urghs.
One can't be content.
Can't be satisfied ?
Or perhaps , its how the way they breach themselves across that make others get the wrong idea.
So being friendly , a GOOD or BAD thing.
I really can't find the definition.
:(
所为的珍稀是如何的解释？
满足，是否我们真的明白它的意义？
Get bewildered.
But i know.
There'll never be an answer , or a vaild reasons to all the WHYS.
Upcoming celebrations.
:D
am going to be so busy.
but luckily , i'll be off for a few days.
been so so shag.
:(
shall just turn in soon .
gonna wake up in another 2hrs time.
POWER NAP:DDDDDD
HOHO.
>.<
Thursday, August 20, 2009 ♥
AHA.:D
PS: ITS MY BLOG , I SUPPOSE I've THE RIGHT TO SAY WHATEVER I WANT TO ? DO I ?
& someone did mention , online talkings doesn't matter only messages does(: -girlf quoted-
I do have some enquries that's kinda of bothering me which i hasn't really get my answers or perhaps a conclusion
1. a msg or something , does it have to turn out to get a threat from someone ? and it turns out that that person's whose giving that threat says they wanna report to police. Or maybe i should asked or enquire from a policeman if there's chance :D
2. So when a person tells you that , if you or whosoever , contact their friend or perhaps youre friends, they'll go up to youre door and start making a nuisance :X
basically , don't you find it just so LAME ? or its so un-called and un-neccessary. or some kiddo doings ?
Girlfriend says: Treat it as a joke.
Look things at different perspectives and view. and don't go round talking with contradicting words
b's the love, iloveyouBabyJvon(:
& richness doesn't matter if you have them or whether you own a car , or company. but I know Love's not forever, but least we had once. and that , we're not so petty in whatever both party are doing , we have TRUST:D because you're someone that worked for it. & i'm proud of you .
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 ♥
HILARIOUS!
Some humans just think they're way too smart living in life.
wherelse , they doesn't knows , they are so in fact being <u>Stupid,Childish
From what they claim or whatsoever.
Look up into the dictionary !
for god sake.
EVER-theres plenty of different terms in it.
Ever -
1. A word meaning at any time , used mostly in question , negatives comparisons or sentences with IF.
Its doesn't mean just F O R E V E R !
Never Ever ; spoken NEVER: - you never ever offer help.
SO please get this in mind.
not that i don't understand english . but whatever a word being spoken , there's terms different meanings.!
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Anyway , i don't have such time to go entertaining youre msges , or letting you come rant youre anger at me for nothing.
I'm not youre toy. not youre nobody , you wanna go crazy , go find someone else.
I'm gonna get it from you ?
come on . youre at such a age , can't believe you still go around giving threats.
-.=
If you guys had any disputes between one and another , don't get third party involve , solved it between yourself , keep in within doors. Don't go ranting in the middle of the night , acting like a lunatic.
Been a 4days issue, or let me put it in this way.
Its has passed 4days already. why rake the topic now ?
and why are you the one and not him?
-.=
Ain't it hiliarious ? or ain't it ridiculous ?
HAHAA.
Look into the mirror , you quoted.
I guess , everyone has their parents.
I bet you had yours too.
I'm happy with how I look , least , i'm still average.
And don't misunderstood , i'm not saying you are UGLY.
you're not.
i guess preferably , everyone have their own liking or dislikes.
I won't say , that i'm a threat , because i've never thought neither did it came to my mind that i'll snatch him from you.
WHY SHOULD I ?
but , why get so uptight , if you're not comparing yourself against me ?
>.<
& even if i did , msg-d him.
but come on you wanna rake the past.
FROM THE FIRST FIRST START .
who was the one who asked who out ?
go and ask before making youre opinions.
after so long , of not contacting.
who was the one who get my number in the middle of the night to ask me out.
who'll be such a fool , idoit , or retard to go and find someone in the middle of the night.
not as if they ain't got other friends.
why me ?
-.-
My objectives to you :
BIG GIRL. Yes , i may be younger then you.
but get this in mind , youre so call lover , ain't the first time that blew everything up.
from what i know , its the 2nd.
whose the one whose having wishful thinking ?
and if i ain't wrong , you guys broke up once ?
so ?
and bear this in mind , you were the one who comes texting me ,
i've got work , and not nothing better to do .
if you've work , and sensible enought.
you would be the one that wouldn't start this nonsense.
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BaybJvon iloveyou. ♥
I'm happy with my life. I'm happy living with my current boyf.I've not extra time , to go entertaining you.
Because whatever that's between you guys . keep it within doors.
Don't go ranting and act like a lunatic when you hasn't get things clear. you'd make yourself like a fool instead.
& whether anot , i'm being rated on how I look , i doubt you have the rights to say so .
Because , i've my opinions too.
:D
If youre boyf ain't R__ aint has any C__ i doubt you would go back to him?
would you ?
-.-
afterall , its still just M__________ thinking.
(:
Who would someone go back to that party knowing they had been UN-Faithful?
I doubt so I'll be able to BigGirl.
P.S: so sorry , this post ain't about updating what i've did recently.
But i just find that i need to rant it out here.
Its my blog , i guess , i've the rights to say what i want or how i'm feeling.
Nothing to disgraceful , because i wasn't the one who stired up trouble for no reasons -.-
Monday, August 17, 2009 ♥
谢谢你。
I'm so sleepy -.-
urghs.
Gotta go bathe & prepare for work soon.
Been working like 5days per week.
:D
and its so fcuking shag.
urghhhhhhhs.
快累死了!
bathe and put on my bloody make up.
cause i take such long time.
urgh.
so sleepy.
anyway , life have been fun.
for now.
pretty well , manageable.
(:
there'll be more updates next month.
:D
hoho!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
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miss you , but i'm happy , i've grew.Thursday, August 13, 2009 ♥
I blewed it,& yes i did
text-d you again
Firstly: i suppose i should out of courtesy.
130809
Happy Birthday AWWL.
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Photo's taken over at OASIS:D
on the 090809 early 100809
(:
I had a fun day.
all drenched & high:)
with all my loved ones , still , i did miss you.
the night were wonderful.
thou, its wasn't like the whole usual group. but most of us were there.
except for some.
basically , yes , i admit , i miss those days .
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.
& so now, i'm so busy tightly up with work work and work(:
so hardly have time for my girls as well as my buddies and brothers.
& of course my precious.
but that's where i can numb myself from all the reality for at least a moment of time.
:x
urghs.
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hmmm.
so ........
Yesterday:D 120809
finally , i met up Boonhoe! :D
haa.
he lost so much of weight.
hoho.
:XXXX
came over to pick me up from work , back home to pick up my clothes and passport.
den off to M'sia.
yeah, rode in, bought some stuff , and pump petrol.
Woodlands back at like 4am.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
So precious me.
slept at like coming 6am.
toss-d and turn.
urghs.
woke up today early in the morning at like 11 ?
wtf? i know.
ha. due to some issues. so yeah.
:X
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************************ ITS 0136AM
I'm still wide awake, everyone's asleep which i should be too instead.
but here i'm blogging. since its kinda of rotting.
:D
Firstly: i suppose i should out of courtesy.
Happy Birthday AWWL.
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Photo's taken over at OASIS:D
on the 090809 early 100809
(:
I had a fun day.
all drenched & high:)
with all my loved ones , still , i did miss you.
the night were wonderful.
thou, its wasn't like the whole usual group. but most of us were there.
except for some.
basically , yes , i admit , i miss those days .
.
.
& so now, i'm so busy tightly up with work work and work(:
so hardly have time for my girls as well as my buddies and brothers.
& of course my precious.
but that's where i can numb myself from all the reality for at least a moment of time.
:x
urghs.
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hmmm.
so ........
Yesterday:D 120809
finally , i met up Boonhoe! :D
haa.
he lost so much of weight.
hoho.
:XXXX
came over to pick me up from work , back home to pick up my clothes and passport.
den off to M'sia.
yeah, rode in, bought some stuff , and pump petrol.
Woodlands back at like 4am.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
So precious me.
slept at like coming 6am.
toss-d and turn.
urghs.
woke up today early in the morning at like 11 ?
wtf? i know.
ha. due to some issues. so yeah.
:X
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************************ ITS 0136AM
I'm still wide awake, everyone's asleep which i should be too instead.
but here i'm blogging. since its kinda of rotting.
:D
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-let the pictures do the talking:D
Something's wrong with blogger lah! -.=Yvonne ♥
♥ The girl.
YVONNE
That's what everyone calls & when June7th falls
That's when I'll get older too:D
-myFRIENDSTER (:
MSN; babygal_love88@hotmail.com
I'll be leading a life that I want it to be
& I'll be looking things in other perspectives not too much of the negatives.
Living life stronger everyday.
I guess I've been pretty well grown up.
Learned pretty much in life
All the rights and wrongs
After all the pains that I've went through or perhaps given by others.
Its high time I'd have to be independent.
Basically, I'm sociable and of course friendly.
But do at times, I might be a little way off too crazy.
and I'm a little temperamental but I guess my endurance are kinda of high.
So I wouldn't blow my top easily(:
Big THANKS to those who have always been there for me
I can't be more than content to have all the loved ones around me
& I would want you guys know
I LOVE YOU ALL.
Thank you will never be enough for those who have been there whenever I needed your to be
Gonna be a big girl now and have to stop relying so so much on others
There's still much more to go through.
& as for the rest.
Find it out yourself(:
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