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home today. didnt went to work.
pms-ing. fcuk pain tummy.
didnt take my breakfast neither did i take lunch. lost of appetite.
sighs.
):
mood swing and i feel like so f useless out of sudden. dont know wtf is wrong with me lah !!!! tmd! suddenly think of ytd. wondering why i couldnt face him at all. ): though i really wished like i can see him everytime. but ytd. ARHHHHH someone kill me pls!!!! ): i am going insane !!! miss him !!


`i have a little wish.
i sent it up to heaven up above.
hoping he would let the person i love,
be happy and no shedding of tears.
`i smiles whenever he does,
but my heart aches when i see him down.
`its hard to describe what love really is,
complicated deep inside but sweet on the outside.
`how much tears euu have sacrifice,
how long this love can last.
`loving need no reason or whys.
if there is any, thats no longer love.
loving is just loving of what the other party is.
`all euu wna is to see the other party smile,
take a look at him like euu never know if ur're able to see him tml.
just when he turns his eyes at you for that particular moment.
you feel real blissful and the taste of sweetness deep deep down into your heart.
`cos all i need was just your're care.
your love i dont asked for return , cos when the day i start loving euu. i know i might not get it back from euu.
euu to be happy would be the thing that i asked for.
lovesnic! (:


went out to see doc. took my MC and now back home liaos. today super fast cos there's not much of ppl . tummy aching like hell pain lah. talking to zhiwei on MSN. and he's online too. think he's slping . ): wna cry liaos . fcuk pain !!!! zhiwei and me superbored. can die liaos. (:
just receive call from uncle. call and say why never go work kpkpkpk. knn. ppl cant sick one arh.
nbccb. mayb i should think of quitting the job liaos. and slack at home. look for other jobs. (:
leading a life thats so fcuk up .
i am hating it really. someday mayb ill just end my life and die . !! arghh. hate hate hate.

do me a favour and kill me now.

tummy aching like hell. hate mens !! cause me to have so much pains. damn =x