Saturday, June 16, 2007 ♥
♥ 1:09 PM
i am missing you again.
you would just appear out of nowhere from my mind. i do need you badly.
sighs.
feeling so sick now. flu's killing me. cold ! the air-con fcold today.
hate it.
you said you would be there for those who needs you. would you be there if i were to need you. ): the ans i know it clearly its a no
keep wanting to puke. cosi am coughing way too hard. sighs. but no matter how hard i try. ill never get your care. was it just for a day, that you showered love down onto me. i dont wna anything. i dont ask for a together. just friends will do.
pls pls take good care of yourself would you! dont wna anything to happen to you. thats all i asked. have enough sleep and dont always stay out late.
whenever i think of you. my hearts really ached. ):
mayb i am silly , but ill be waiting for you . no matter what the ans is.
till the day that i can really forget about you. think that would be the day that i have my last breathe of life it could be true. cos for a long long time. no one mean so much to me. and you really mean alot to me.
thou i know i am not your everything . but you just makes me fall in love with you that much. dont know what it is to. sighs.
but things like this cant be forced meant to be anot . time would tells. miss you
but i try hard to get you slowly out of my mind. cos its really heartbreaking. and i dont wna tear anymore.! as long as youre happy with what your doing. i am happy for you. and i am not of any great help, but i am willing to be the listening ear. its hurts me seeing you like this. must take good care of yourself. (:
imissyou!
maybe i am that stubborn. if i could only hear you say that you dont feel the same. that would i be able to really let go. i dont mind the hurting words. cos i rather know the truth right from you rather than continue to deceive myself any further. its doing no one good. and i dont wna tear no more. not becos its not worth. but i dont wna to be that little girl. i promise not to cry anymore . but was you who have the capability to make me cry again. who made the tears rolled down the cheeks and for me to love again. i can't believe that was you who make things true and euu to make me smile. but the day just seems like a dream which it isnt in reality . and i am really lost in my directions. just a word from you dont have to care about how i feel. i just wna know how you feel . just tell me .
if you were to love or not LOVE me.... and ill know clearly where i stand.
THANKS FOR THE BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES YOUVE GIVEN ME AND THE CHANCE FOR ME TO KNOW WHAT A PERSON YOU ARE. youll always be the sweet n_____ that i once knew thoug i only know you for like a few months or so. (: ill never regret knowing you and ill always be there for you! i PROMISE !