Thursday, July 19, 2007 ♥
♥ 4:54 AM
you got me thinking !how much tears, how much time.insatisfied thats what you can describe.holding all hopes up high, and all those questions in my mind.i love you , just what you are. so dont ask me why.they find me silly & dumb. but i knw i am not.cos love is blind.i thought i could forget & let it pass.remained as memories and leave it in the past.look back at it when i have the time.deceving is not as painful as to know the truth.so i rather you carry on with those lies, hide me in the dark and never let me know.you left memories behind for me, together behind with all these pains.when nights starts to fall, i know its gonna be another day.i can't fall to sleep no matter how hard i try to toss & turn.the air that i breathe is different without you by my side.the shoulder that i used to lean, its slowly vanishing.insomia is causing me to think.stars so bright in the night. would they be the same for my smile.tears they start fallings. drop by drop.i wished.you was here to wipe them off.all an illusion that will never become realilty.that only happen in my fantasy.my heart is missing a part of you.its different no matter what i do.nothings gna change my mind or the way i love & think of you.though i know i am lying to myself.of what kind of person you really are.but pls.all i asked for . just let it remained in this way of image that i have for you.dont dont dont ever destroy.some find me silly. some find me dumb.loving is not all about being with the other party. or beholding them closelyits all about the other party being happy.all i want to do. is to be able to go through your difficulties with you.and let you know you're never alone, cos i am always there.&& ill always be.
ill always be the girl that you once knew.
and ill never change to another person.
cause this is what i am . and ill forever be like this.
the girl you knew . wasnt innocent.
she's just wna be herself.
grant this little small wish of hers.
let her do what she wants.
yvonnesee will always be who she is!