Thursday, July 05, 2007 ♥
at work now . didnt finish-ed my lunch.
was chatting with keong on msn.
'GO DOWN LA THIS SAT. EMO TGT!'
[:
chatted with jowell for awhile and she ask-ed about ky's stuff. told me her profile in friendster had some regretful stuff so went to take a look ]:
and i began to tear. so useless right ! )):
went to read through and and and and i left a comment. didnt knw if i did the right thing. i did say ill will not bother about her anymore. but whatever it is . we're still friends afterall. i am just
sad. and i dont wna see anyone in this same shit again!
somehow i just feel so seriously hopeless and useless. cant do well in anything in any ways. ! ]:
all i could make myself feel better was to look things on the bright side. ill be there for those who needs me even if am really in a down mood. but sometimes its really hard to smile. i might be happily laughing and joking ard.
but deep down inside. i am having so much troubles ! with life with friends with everything. !
ive been telling others to look on th bright side giving advices and stuff.
everything now seems to have fall apart.
my longest relationship is in a messed. i dont know what i should do.
he treats me nice and i am super fcuk up! dont know how to appreciates and stuff.
friends having some difficulties but all i could do was nothing.
its her decision but now our friendship is in another deep shit mess-ed !
my tears i really cant hold back.
thinking of everything that have happen. some things are just so hard to forget!
i am sorry ! jervon ! i knw i hate sorry this word. but i cant do anything but just apologise.
being such a useless girlfriend! and have been hurting you with words and stuff.
today the 4th which is also the day we got together. ive to learn to appreciate!
sorry kuanying . for being a sister that cant be of any help and now we seems so apart . just disappointed ! and am lost for words.
to friends . sorry sorry sorry sorry .
bestie . pls dont ever treat me in this way. i really dont know how to face another situation like this.
i know your sensible . but i dont wna our friendship to be destroyed once you have your 'darling'
i will not know what to do if that would have happen.
sighs
at times when i feel like giving everything up, there's a voice who will asked me to carry on.
its really hard and i am really tired.
have been holding back all those fcuking tears and putting that very smile.
once back home. ill start my crying.
cause no one sees it at all.
i should have just been left alone. no one cares and bother.
thats the best thing out of all.
BESTIE . wo hen mei you yong right !
someone tell me what should i do! end my life!!!! ]: did think before but come to think of it. was it worth.
not so stupid la to end my life. living is a blissful things.
if things doesnt comes in your way just change lane !
trying to look on the brighter side yah.
sighs.
tears just keeps falling. its really hard not to let them fall
]:
everyone has their loves one . everyone have their problem.
what i wna now.
not for me to be happy and everything for me to go smoothly .
i rather give it to friends and familys and those that i loves
to see their smile whenever i see them. i couldnt be more than happpy!
anw shopping this friday bestie. been a long time since we ever shopped tgt.
been a really really really long time ! :((
this will be the post of the day.... will not post when back home.
cause i am all lost for words.
and tml's their court case hearing . really hope everything would goes fine. everyone would be alright.
sighs.
dont wna anything to happen and i dont wna hear those things i never wna hear.
they will be fine wouldnt they.
god bless lah !
arghh.
thing would turn out fine aint they.
:[[
really lost the mood for everything.
hopefully , everythings goes well
everyone to be happy.
byes.
wishing everyone i love friend family my loves ones and whoever that knows me.
success in everything you do and do it with a smile.
look forward to the present and dont look back into the past.
just the memories would do the piece.
iloveyou!
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I'll be leading a life that I want it to be
& I'll be looking things in other perspectives not too much of the negatives.
Living life stronger everyday.
I guess I've been pretty well grown up.
Learned pretty much in life
All the rights and wrongs
After all the pains that I've went through or perhaps given by others.
Its high time I'd have to be independent.
Basically, I'm sociable and of course friendly.
But do at times, I might be a little way off too crazy.
and I'm a little temperamental but I guess my endurance are kinda of high.
So I wouldn't blow my top easily(:
Big THANKS to those who have always been there for me
I can't be more than content to have all the loved ones around me
& I would want you guys know
I LOVE YOU ALL.
Thank you will never be enough for those who have been there whenever I needed your to be
Gonna be a big girl now and have to stop relying so so much on others
There's still much more to go through.
& as for the rest.
Find it out yourself(:
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