Thursday, July 12, 2007 ♥
♥ 2:53 AM
at work now. reach-ed work at like 11.45am. cause was at home. -slping still- tummy was aching like fcuk too.]:and when i finally forced my self to wake up it was 11.15am liaos. hurry bath-ed and changed than went down to cabbed down to work.[:and here i am.hell shit! when i woke up and was rubbing my eyes i realise that my eyes are all so f swollen! sighs.due to those crying nowadays i guess. its hurting like fcuk now. but not to worry ppl.they will be okays i guess.think if something really happen to me he also like that.sighs.sad ! sad ! sad !i miss my own smile ! ]:i miss him! ]:i miss bestie! ]:i miss friends hanging out! ]:i miss many many things! ]:might be going out for dinner tonight with mum's overseas friend that had just came back from sans-fransico is this how i spell? hmmm.not sure where the dinner is. but now i feel like backing out. sighs.i am bored ! vonne loves superpig ...need him here.and everything would goes well for me ! :]but i clearly knw thats just an illusion. that would never ever come true! :[eyes f pain now. have to stop touching it!:[[i am bored bored bored!i wna leave work. super bored.and am having flu again.like just realise here i am worrying about him. but he' s out with girls enjoying himself.mayb i shouldnt even have to worried whether he will be happy . cause he is ! ]:sighs.who ask me so tupid .to even care and concern about him when he cant be bothered at all !fcuking abit also no have. sigh.OMFG . vonne WHY YOU SO FCUKING DUMB.*cos i am that silly and dumb.i shuld just be knock down and die ! arhghhhh! cb!sighs.wouldnt be joining mum they all for dinner liaos. dont feel like entertaining and putting up smiles that so unreal. sighs. only smile when i get to see him. fcuking tupid la. nb
toh wei teng. kill me pls !
I AM BORED ! FCUK MAN !
my life is full of misery. filled with tears & pains! sighs.
damn boring sias this kind of life.
sighs.
VONNE VONNE ~
GOTTA START TO STOP TIHNKING ABOUT HIM LERS.
HE DOESNT CARE & LOVE.
thats a fact that ive to accept.
sighs.
yawns. i am super beat. i wna slpp.
slpp and never wake up.
last updated @ 4pm
thank buddie glenn for talking to me . now i really know how he feels and stuff liaos.
but il wait and see how things goes.
THANKS BUDDIE !
FEELING MUCH MUCH MORE BETTER NOW !
XIE XIE NI!
talking to eugene koh on msn. sending the voiceclip till i laugh can peng.
lols.
funny la!.
kaos.
hahah.
you guys really make me smile. !
cant do without friends like your!.
thanks!
haha . now like talking on msn using the call thingy.
using the call call thingy.
haha.
talking and laughing like hell.
kaos. super funny man !
[:
`if someday i would really MIA .
bestie euu would be the first person that ill look for.
not to worry.
anw not going for the dinner with mum & all alr.
jervon like totally piss-ed me off . damn.
hate it.
that the reason why we cant get tgt anymore ! damn.!
we simply jus cant be !
fcuk!]
so just stop asking me to be with him! .
nbcb !!!!!!!
so i am going to stay home and nua.
face com and edit photos.
sighs.
really spoil my mood.
as for now .
superpig is th one i need! damn
hate it .
hate the world.
hate everything shit !
fcuk the nbcb world la.
knn!~