Wednesday, July 18, 2007 ♥
i am awake.
didnt went to work again.
having fever/bodyaches.
fcuk.!
sighs.
and i ate like 4-6 panadols.
had a hard time swallowing.
than mum msg-ed come .
blah blah blah.
think i shuld just go & die.
mayb i wouldnt be a burden to her anymore.
cos all she says are always th same old words. she never gets tired of it. &&&& why cant we talked in peace cause she never gave us a chance to talk in peace. mayb i should just leave!
all she knws is how to scream & shout &&& put th blame on me.
without even sparing a thought for my feelings when she speaks.
always thinks that i am still th rebellious girl. but i am no longer.
just thata friends out there doesnt give me as much pressure. sighs.
whatever i do. in her eyes are always wrong!
sighs.
why!
damn!
fcuk!
so can someone just tell me to die in a faster way.
but i dont wna die ugly!
sighs.
hate it!
fcuking shit.
she says: your totally hopeless & useless.
i says : i agree , cos in ure eyes i am a total failure.
conclusion! :
yvonne should just die now.
so would someone be nice to kill her. and let her leave this fcuking world.
so mayb ill stop working at my uncle's company liaos
mayb work till this month than quit lers.
cause shes says so !
fcuking hell !
so anyone out there with job to intro ?
let me know.
sighs.
really so moodless.
things just aint going well.
hate it when everything just starts falling on me !
damn !
i am really close to tears . and i wna get out of it just so much.
sighs.
i am super sad. i need someone now!
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Yvonne ♥
♥ The girl.
YVONNE
That's what everyone calls & when June7th falls
That's when I'll get older too:D
-myFRIENDSTER (:
MSN; babygal_love88@hotmail.com
I'll be leading a life that I want it to be
& I'll be looking things in other perspectives not too much of the negatives.
Living life stronger everyday.
I guess I've been pretty well grown up.
Learned pretty much in life
All the rights and wrongs
After all the pains that I've went through or perhaps given by others.
Its high time I'd have to be independent.
Basically, I'm sociable and of course friendly.
But do at times, I might be a little way off too crazy.
and I'm a little temperamental but I guess my endurance are kinda of high.
So I wouldn't blow my top easily(:
Big THANKS to those who have always been there for me
I can't be more than content to have all the loved ones around me
& I would want you guys know
I LOVE YOU ALL.
Thank you will never be enough for those who have been there whenever I needed your to be
Gonna be a big girl now and have to stop relying so so much on others
There's still much more to go through.
& as for the rest.
Find it out yourself(:
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