Tuesday, July 24, 2007 ♥
♥ 8:18 AM
i am so tired & slpy. i seriously need a bed right now.
and i can fall asleep.
super beat. & moodless for everything .
mood swing ? sighs.
i am just bored. i miss you!!
WNA WNA SLEEP! DAMN.
my eyes are so heavy and tired. shit!
swear once i knock off from work . th moment ill reach my home. bathe , and straight. POP onto my bed.! gna slp like a little pig where no one cares.
damn .
slpy!
*why do ppl like to hurt themselves just to carry on the r/s they are having.
is tormenting and torturing themselves gna help in anw?
what for go through all the pains & keep holding on. when things aint in the way.
if one doesnt put in effort i see no use in carrying on.
sighs.
really dont understand.
get yourself through all the pains over & over & over & over again.
all the tears. and things. ! sighs.
i believe you can find someone better la.! aiyohs.
anw, mayb thats LOVE it is. i dont understand also.
LOLs.
sighs.
LOVE is a f thing! cb
toss ppl ard & makes them look like a full.
- i guess i am super like bias against love now not because i dont have. but is that ppl ard me that i cares. going through so much that they shldnt have. sighs.
just feel sad for them.
dont knw what to say. dont wna say so much too.
just in case they get the wrong meaning of what i wanted to mean.
well good luck in everything .
sighs.
aint your nobody.
aint your little girl.
the one you love & pampered.
if everything could be turn back in time.
& says all that i should say.
ill leave in no regrets.
my hopes ill dump them aside.
but right now,
to forget you.
i am still trying hard.
hate myselfs!