Thursday, July 19, 2007 ♥
just a little more.
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endurance & tolerance.
i am alr so tired of it.
sigh.
those tears i am alr trying so hard to hold them back.
i dont know how long more am i able to withstand all this kind of shit in life.
every single little things have it slightest limits.
&& just a little more. my limits they would have been reached.
sighs.
its always easier to say than to be done.
cos actions always speaks louder than words.
those tears they're on the verge of falling down . but i am trying all my very BEST to hold them back.
because i dont wna tear again.
its really very tiring for me.
they says just give in give in.
but have they really think of what i am feeling/thinking.
NO ONE knows!
all they knw is how to say. friends that knw me knws i hardly get upset when i am with them.
seriously , i am so alone ! thou yes i have friends and family who cares. but deep inside.
its really dark . really rally dark! ]]:
theres nothing much to say. i just wna leave to a far far away place . to get out from reaility .
i rather remain in my own fantasy world that wouldnt let me tear.
its really hard for me to hold on alone. i dont knw how far i still can withold.
i need a break from everything .
just home home home & sleep sleep sleep
haven been like doing that for the couple of days.
and only eat one meal a day.
sighs.
i need you!
fcuk this shit life of mine.
nbcb!
sighs. mayb its really really high time for me to jus leave it as memories
]]:
tummy aching so badly now.
hope i can die faster && leave this fucking world.. sians!
damn !
wo zhen de hao lei.!
am so tired . aint gna be happy.
have not change to somebody else. its still me myself.
cant they just understand.
i aint not gna love you no more. just gna leave it behind. but still loving you!
hate myself!
nbccb!
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YVONNE
That's what everyone calls & when June7th falls
That's when I'll get older too:D
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I'll be leading a life that I want it to be
& I'll be looking things in other perspectives not too much of the negatives.
Living life stronger everyday.
I guess I've been pretty well grown up.
Learned pretty much in life
All the rights and wrongs
After all the pains that I've went through or perhaps given by others.
Its high time I'd have to be independent.
Basically, I'm sociable and of course friendly.
But do at times, I might be a little way off too crazy.
and I'm a little temperamental but I guess my endurance are kinda of high.
So I wouldn't blow my top easily(:
Big THANKS to those who have always been there for me
I can't be more than content to have all the loved ones around me
& I would want you guys know
I LOVE YOU ALL.
Thank you will never be enough for those who have been there whenever I needed your to be
Gonna be a big girl now and have to stop relying so so much on others
There's still much more to go through.
& as for the rest.
Find it out yourself(:
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