Friday, July 06, 2007 ♥
♥ 2:02 AM
LAST UPDATED @ 9.31PM -home-at work now .
aites. - what happen ytd-
so ytd went down to woodlands to meet fel. cos she wna meet up
met aaron first cause fel was late, so met aaron at arcade saw boy lawlen and ben xinyu/hui then awhile later saw bernard & his girl.
than went smoke. than collin and nicholas came up to carpark. than they left to eat so me and fel went somewhere else.
waiting for jervon yinkiat and bestie to come down to find me.
haha
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everyone reach-ed so went seperate ways. me and bestie went to walk ard. saw some stuff. and went to carpark to smoke for awhile than guess who called. aha jaee call me. HEY I HOPE YOUR FINE ALRIGHT! ANW ii aiming liaos. might be buying on fri.
*frowns* yvonne spending way too much !!
and tupid keong msg-ed me saying he bought.
tmd. hate euu la keong. make me so curious. ahah [: anw do come down this sat !
so me jervon bestie kiat and fel was slacking .
decided to go down to centre for a while cause the guys wna play billiard.
tengs left first to feed her bibi. so me and fel went down to look for them .
saw jazlyn & melvin. ahah so long never see them liaos. chatted and stuff than they left.
me & fel went down to smoke. talked abit. and i was holding back my tears.
was ard 1am fel still got sch so asked jervon and yinkiat to come down and cabbed home.
thanks girlfriend for listening to me !! and knw i am always there to be your listening ear.
pls dont tear so much. really pains me. !! [: try to cheer up thou i knw its hard ! love ya!
took the same cab sent fel back first , than head down to khatib. than yingkiat head down to sengkang. something happen wayback .
so i hope youre feeling better now. cheer up !!! [:
reach-ed home. bathe and stuff. than went to room. msg-ed fel for awhile than she call-ed crying. sighs. hope youre feeling better after saying everything out. talked till like coming 3am than hang up cos she still got sch tml and wanted her to slp. hang up alr . i couldnt slp. was tossing ard. and was thinking about stuff.
humans are so weird like to makes things so complicated. things dont always happens in our way.
and meant to be its means meant to. if it not. no matter what also NONONONONONON!!
dont do things that makes you regret.
always knw that there's many more ppl tat loves and concern.
everyone have their problems. jus face it and find a solution. hiding and running away do no help. [: word are always easy to say. but we all have to go through tears and stuff to be a stronger person.
dont always hold back of what had happen . you'll find yourself more happy. so to whosoever.
do thing that follow ure heart and do it with no regret. dont walk-ed onto a path that leads euu to nowhere and euu find yourself so lost. think before making decision. be a little wiser and loves yourself more !!!!!!
be a little selfish sometimes!
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AS FOR TODAY !
-happy happy happy.
haah.
my new table and chair is here alr .
wheehooo.
aites.
and also am meeting bestie to go shopping tml!
and i am going to be super broke ! arhhhh!
><>DXO DO GET FROM ME !!!
THANKS !
CONTACT ME AT 94299065 FOR TICS!!! [:
guess thats all for today. and hope everything goes fine for collin and lawlen!
*praying hard !!!!!!!
and i was suprise when i see him ytd. i didnt felt anything. mayb i am just trying to hard to forget him. and i think i can do it. we can always be friends !!!
thats all for like ytd and today. hmmm.
and yes besite i know i am dumb silly and stupid and mayb also useless in ppl eyes. but i just dont wna see ppl that i am concerned to and i love to changed into such person. be it whatever happens. we are still friends afterall. i mean ill not like mix with like last time. but bestie i believe if she's really needs our help euu also will help de right. i know its not worth not to worry ill think through.really sorry ! dui bu qi!
its hard to put on a smile alr. ive lost all the confidence and all myself. i hate it.u
USELESS & HOPELESS. DUMB STUPID AND SILLY. THATS WHAT I AM ! FCUK!
now i am back home and i just finish my dinner just drank some soup shared with sister couldnt finish and am superfull . went to bought a little small speaker that cost total 28 and i altered my black jeans . the speaker is super cool ! it can be connected to your hp be it sonyericssion or nokia.. really worth buying it.and also ive spend like total just this three days! a total of $400bucks not sure what i spend on too . sians sias.
now ive some kind of feeling that him is doing some ____ things like ___ . hope he's sensible enought to think la. anw heard that collin case would be postpone to tml and pray-ed hard that nothing would happen!
super tired and am gna rest soon. just dyed finish jervon hair to BLACK. waste money sias him. ahhah..... rich ppl like that one. LOLS. bored alright .
chatting with baby, fel, and ericong. haha
`todays aint good for me. and i am still feeling a little moody and abit sad. but well ill get over it real fast and babytiong thks for all those concern LOVES!!!!!!! [[:
byes!
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