Sunday, August 12, 2007 ♥
♥ 2:17 AM
happy birthday to ah ben!!!! -1oaug'07-every single thing all has it little reason behind to hold it back.ytd: meet up bestie at cwp . had dinner at pizza-hut. than wanted to watch movie , but not nice seats so jervonwatch alone tgt with leroy.so me & bestie intend to go to partyworld. went to find xinhui & co . but ben says friday cant use. so we didnt went. and its was ah ben's birthday. happy belated birthday!! than went down with them to boatquay in the end. ben open martell , all drink.seriously , i wasnt drunk. just a little headach. than everything went.damn.talked to fel. and i burst out in tears. bestie came over. chit chatted. why does everything seems to happen all at the same time.one bad thing happen followed by so many.one of the girl called 'haiyan' sorry if theres spelling error got herself so drunk. sighs. see her like that also heart-pain.talk to fel, boy was there too. tears just keeps falling . bestie was just beside me asking me not to cry & stuff.in the end she pulled me walk away. but everything became alright for fel & tengs cause we really talk & thrashed everything out.somethings shall not be said.me bernard bestie aaron & fel left first. we left at about 4plus am. asked many cabbys but they just dont wna fetch. in the end. theres a nice uncle say okays. hahah.so we board and i was the first to be sent home. cause the rest they were all going to woodlands.lol.reached home bathe and sleep. slept at only like 6plus am . i kept crying after jervon slp. but fell asleep soon after.than wake up . reached work liaos at 10plus am. hahaha. okays so like i only got a few hrs for this past three days.fcuk.i need somemore slp. if not got panda eyes.pics would be uploaded once i get home . :)tdy: later would be going for some wedding dinner dont know at where. lols. is like outdoor so would be fucking hot?and i am super slpy. would upload photo's if theres any.`things happens in a way, which no one knows when or why?its hard to let go things at many times.because every one just cant bear to.& when you start to cry, you'll find ,than things really aint going right.somehow sit down and talk it out,find solutions & sort it out.i believe, love can withstand the storm.be it true love is the greatest.pictures;







haiyan,ben'b'day boy, xinhui, me , teng, bernard & nicsilly, stupid, willing, or am i just a fool.
that i might not be hurt & have no feelings at all.