Monday, August 13, 2007 ♥
♥ 10:43 PM
i find myself thinking at night. wondering am i true. or was it jus an excuse. i find myself so selfish.so ytd. met bestie up. supposely to go partyworld but bestie say was too late so didnt went. aaron came down tgt with bestie. ahha.we both wear the same black skinnys and also the slipper. but not the SHIRT that we bought hahaha.we didnt knew till we saw each other . its like the second time. haha. GREAT MIND THINKS ALIKE.than went over to the library to look for jervon after buying doughnuts @ munchy doughnuts cause bestie wna eat, so we bought 6 in total. aaron bestie && jervon ate. hahah.than after jervon finished his drawing we left for dinner at foodcourt . ate 'zi bao ji' cause tengs wna drink the soup and bestie me & jervon shared. yingkiat & xuewei was with us also.after dinner went to the arcade for a while bestie and i played games. hahaha.than head down to cavana. saw xinyu,xinhui,huimei,nic,xiuyue.went over to the other side of table cause kaiwen was there. so chit chatted than they left . bestie me and jervon still there chatting and talking.ahhahabestie was taking loads of pics.would upload the pics once i am home. :))-somehow i am truely SORRY to you.
-mayb i really aint true.
-cos i am just finding excuses for myself because for some reasons.
-i am really SORRY.
-i knw its aint going to help much.
-i dont even really know how my heart felt.
-just find that we're really apart
-its not youre fault,
-instead ill find that its mine.
-its probably not you who have change.
-i guess i did.
-she says,
-treausure you,
-but i truely knows how i feel.
-& i dont wna lie.
-you need a better one.
-S O R R Y.i need someone to talk. i am going insane.sighs.i feel like bursting out in tears. you might find me silly. but i really am at my wits now. i dont know what to do.fcuk .:(