Saturday, September 01, 2007 ♥
♥ 7:22 AM
Perhaps;So today, i cabb down to work. Yes once again i am BROKE ):Reached work at only 11am i guess. than i left at ard 11plus. Cause bestie calle d to say that Mr Ang asked if we were to want to go back to retake our Nlevels(:So i went down to school:DReached than talked to some other friends than head down to General Office LOLtalked to Mr Ang than he said consider properly then tell him . so BESTIE and me decided to at least get an Nlevel.Hopefully hes not having us on if not ill kill him (:Told mum about it.hahaah and i finally saw esmond ong kuku((:for so long ever since i see him ((:& as for tml DXO i might might not be going. but ill have free entry(: Baby's at work today till 02.30am . Sighs ):imissdarling(:Hopefully everything goes well(:& if its really TRUE >.<ill no longer have any income = no more shopping spree + no new phone + clothes):So ill save save save!!for the next few months ill save like fcuk man. than keep it reall reall reall much. (:so that at the very least when i wna go out i still have money (:damn.4months to save !!!(:go work daily too !!!work every single day!~!!!!!Somehow , it got me thinking. Whether am i really ready to go back to school. Because i have alr like stopped for fcuking hell long 2damn yrs?! Sighs. Moreover, ive been working like coming to two yrs. Having income every month. cb now. Totally have to like stopped all & go back to sch to study. like WTF. Sighs.I think i really have to think through about it before really getting myself committed . i dont wna my mum to get disappointed again):sighs.& one more thing i seriously hate my sister . Somehow ,
shes totally inconsiderate & totally selfish. i am hating her more and more one day. shes so hyporcrite & such a fcuking btych~ cb __i need seriously loads of opinion . i am so so so so so CONFUSED!And i miss my baby so much.i need him now ):sighs.Money is a fucking problem of all.cbTotally = Moodless~