Thursday, August 02, 2007 ♥
♥ 11:22 PM
PREDESTINED.Today's their hearing. hope everything would be fine for them. so that their friends would be happy as well as them also.well hope everything turns out well.:))-prays hard!YTD: and so ytd i was a good helper. waited at office till mum come over to get the lorry so that can help auntie move things over to her friends place.so heavy .! && theres still so many boxes yet to be moved. goodness. -faints.went for my dinner tgt with mum, reached auntie hse at ard 8pm plus. on the way there before reaching , my ah yi called. haha. shes damn cute i lie to her that i getting married && am pregnant , she was so so so like gan chiong haha. lols!~ shes super CUTE . reached the condo. moved & everything. than vin cousin insist on wanting supper cause hes hungry. only mum vin cousin & angeline & the auntie sharon eat.me and my auntie eileen just waited for them. i aint hungry so didnt eat , auntie was fasting. :))guess who i saw. ahahalols! HIM.only his back view. lols!cause we had our supper at vista point -.- dont know why mum brought us there too instead of 888.than my phone rang. eejun called.he sounds real down. BUT AM REALLY SORRY THAT CANT ACC YOU. COS GOT WORK AND I CANT LEAVE AT THAT MOMENT.SORRY!sighs.was so piss-ed off with sister. cause she jus throw her things into my room without even packing it. just so so UNTIDY. fcuk! told mum if shes gna be like this she wouldnt be slping with me . not helping to tidy yet make it dirty . NB.reached home. bathe slept at 12plus am 1am!~TODAY: i reached work like at on sharp 11am. hahaha. cause i was still lazing ard my bed . trying to see if i can escape not to go to work. but cant ! i have to come .!!!!! see i am a good girl actually.lols! so BHB.-gigglesaahahaleft with darling than i stopped before him. as usual . ahahah . he pon school cause theres work . so he went to work instead . how naughty la. lols.&& he told me his sister called him to ask him go back on sunday their whole familly ard twenty ppl going out for dinner at marina south. but i told him i dont wna go in case i spoil their moods && see some faces thats given by some ppl . and things would naturally turn sour . scarly later dinner turn into war. so i told him nahs. not invited and also dont wna get into trouble. but i told darling if he really wants to go. he go is okays. ill just have dinner with my family. so much BETTER la. :]] and also cousins at home liaos. than i rather play com also los. :))xDaits.so LOVE is such a complicated things. sighs.but well this is for you . - cheer up kays.!`for YOU;things have had happen. so just learn to let it go. since she has choose & made her decision. respect it & follow. thou its hard to let it go. those memories & those happy moment. but rmber , if its meant to be yours it will be. no matter how you wna denied it . it will still follow you because why . its YOURS.everyone has their tie to come for this kind of trials in life. its jus a matter of when and why and where. so learn through lesson and get stronger inside. well. humans are like this only to treat the person whom he/she loves when they are there and only to treasure and appreciate their being only when they have lost.vulnerable hearts. broken promises, tears that have been shed.everyone would once in a lifetime. because of whoever or mayb the person that he/she love so much ever ever in the life.but learn to let go and carry on with life. & of course saying is easy && as for the heartbreaker its really hard. but no matter what you still have to try! alright. jiayou! i know you can. this will just be a test. and times would tell it all. whther youre are meant to be.be it to whatever that happen.we have to learn to have this mindset! try try try try. cos i am also trying to put in this to whatever it is be it friends, relationship, kinship. everything that they said or do . mayb just at that spur moment. they said it out on anger. so just at that moment give in. cos they didnt meant it just in SPUR of ANGER that makes them spill all those unwanted words and hurting ones. we have to and must!-na de qi fang de xia. dont know why the chinese words can paste . fuck.anyway its a good thing too . let you have time to think it through. takecare! & hope to see ya soon with the smile!