Wednesday, August 15, 2007 ♥
♥ 2:03 AM
speechless;i am having flu now. which i detest the most. & also alittlen bit of rashes. && bad tummy cramps.:((sad.i am so stress up. i dont know why. its seems like when i am in need. i dont even knw who to turn to.fcuk .i hate it.damn.i wish i could slp forever & just stay inside my lalalalas land. cus i can do whatever i wants! sighs.theres so many things i wna pour out and really really dont wna hurt anyone or decieve anyone. fcuk.its like i really wna tell everything out thou i might be blame and scolded but its alright.i just dont wna hurt YOU. sighs.really am sorry!treated me nice but i just dont know how to appreciate. i am such a let down i know . such a un-sentimental person.dont even know how to look back to the past willing to let down the years than days. sighs.really sorry.i am so fucking hell mixed up.damn.hate myself.i wna clubb! its really hard, thou i am always saying i can.
but i really cant.