Wednesday, September 12, 2007 ♥
♥ 5:11 AM
后悔也未免太迟了Its 0417pm now. & i haven rest. Couldnt make myself to sleep): & am thinking about some stuff.Someone teach me how to be true ? How to treasure , Learn how to appreciate & cherish~How not to be wildful but faithful . ): Not to hurt anyone but learn how to LOVE.Not to be selfish , sparing a thought for others. Sometimes i really wanna let go & learn how to be independent. Not to rely no more. Learn to let go off youre hand & try to get used of us being friends :x I dont know how to explain , i know i am selfish, self-centered & whatever shit.But by dragging , the hurts and pains only get deeper within.I dont wanna commitments. Not trying to desert you only when youre in shits. I wouldnt do thatI am just not certain of this r/s . Not certain if i can be true. Youre NICE , GOOD . Not many guys are like that.Perfect no youre not. but at the very least. Youre not HONG. (: i'm glad. i never regret. Just that, i wna stop.Fcuk shit la. i really am getting nowhere. B'day coming soon in like another 9days. && will be officially 18years of age:DHopefully , youre this b'day would be somthing you rember (:I seriously need to think through , what i want , what i think , what i need.damn.i feel like murdering myself!i am still so sick.ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!! ):My flu aint getting any better , my cough aint way too good , even my sore throat aint recovering either.):Hate to be sick. But sighs.WEAK immune systems (:i really find myself so DUMB to always think about this thingy. sighs. fading away.Let say HI to single life(: