Sunday, September 16, 2007 ♥
♥ 11:54 PM
This time can it dont become reality , i rather its jus a dream ):I dreamt of collin. sighs. got really shocked & found myself awake in tears :( sighs. tml will be his courtcase lers. sighs. thou our friendship only like knw awhile but still are friends. the dream was really scary . now i am still afraid. :( sighs.Can this time become just a dream & collin will be fine. Dont know how come , the dream very long. Only knw got alot of ppl. Loads of crying which i dont wna it to happen . and also collin to be fine. sighs.:(Mistakes are the causes of parting. sighs. sighs. Listening to 'if you get there before i do'............................. its gna make me cry . damn.:(-Through lesson we'll Learned.-Only to lost till we've cherished.-Mistakes misleading to another city,-Regret; its too late to be.-Now the group seems to be missing a peice of puzzle.-Cause your no longer in the picture.-But not to worry. -I believe , -They will wait for youre return.-And framed it together with you in it.-Every single one who knows you.-Would be missing you.-& awaiting for youre comeback.(:Hais. Besite is on cruise just now. will only be back in 4hrs times. :( i feel like crying out loud. i told bestie my dream straight away when i woke up.SIGHS.Chatting with Nat on msn now. sighs. 2yrs . not a very short term you knw. :(Collin's not online. sians. :(Bestie say wna meeet collin up. But she thinks that he'll be accompanying his family which he should be la. sighs.hopefully i still can see him first. :(if not ill really be sad! The last time i saw him was . 6th. on a sat at Taka -if i am not wrong- sighs.