Sunday, September 09, 2007 ♥
♥ 12:06 AM
whats really wrong..I'm still awake. Its 1209am now. & i am not slping. i feel so xinku. so terrible deep inside. i feel like murdering myself. -i knw killing yourself doesnt help- Thats just an emphasize.i feeling just so so so TERRIBLEChatting with bestie & huimei on msn. BESTIE , i am really not angry over Velvet that day incident . (: i am really not.Huimei. thanks for talking to me. i feel much better . thanks!I just find things aint going really right.Single still the BEST !Cause i need not hurt anyone & not get hurt by any.I fcuking hell need to get to sleep now. damn!Am sneezing like fcuk now too.shit hell.i find myself looking back.
who could i really confide in.