Thursday, November 01, 2007 ♥
♥ 12:14 AM
Maybe , maybe not.
Am at work now , just reached not long . so nice weather to slp but ive to wake up in order not to skipped work. ): sians.
trainned down to work . only to reach at ard 11plus coming 12pm. :D how early huh. hahah. LOL!
so bored luhs.
& so bestie meet me up at admiratly ytd , train-ed down to yishun , collected her online bags and off we go to khatib [:
went over to see how much this psp cost. ahah . normal psp @ $278 / psp slim at $298.
and so mayb bestie is getting one. i think .
after seeing and everything went up to my place. haha. slacked for awhile than went down to puff.
had my late dinner than down to puff again.
haha
me and bestie laugh our ass off :O
-giggles.
called to prank darling jazlyn ,. hahaha . but so bored she recognise my voice she say i have to fcuking change my voice to a handsome guy voice than she will not like fcuking recognise ahaha.
was kinda of retard luhs we all. the topics we talked.
argh .
i am so bored NOW~
& so mayb this friday gna meet up that two darling girls. bestie and jaz . hahha.
hopefully our programme for next week on the 15th will be success luhs. :D
looking forward.
and also mayb this week after my pay day go shopping .
ahha
i wna buy bottoms.
skinny :d
running out of bottom . fcuk .
):
pathetic.
sighs.
so many things going through my mind right now causing me to really think it hard
1) i find that my r/s is becoming to become a commitment instead of a proper r/s .
2) my mother is becoming more and more unreasonable which makes me so sad .
3) & i might not be going back to that fcuking sch to retake my N's cos of my mum .
4) i want so badly to grow really up quick earn big bucks and gta hell out of my house.
5) my r/s seems not be getting smoothly at all , its just a daily routine that i am facing everyday.
6) LASTly; i dont knw whats the fcuk wrong with me right now . and i wna cry out so badly .
ccb . everything is just now going smooth. argh.
i hate it luhs.
pcb~
In life everything that we wants just doesnt goes smoothly end up we're being played by fate getting the things that we doesnt even want. and end up getting hurt , angry , agony .
fact aint easy to accept.
argh.
ppl can break up easily and really meant what they say .
but why some just cant
sighs.
):
some just hold on for the sake of holding on . cause its lasted so long .
but the point is does love still exist .
and some even worst get tgt just for the sake of that word love.
ahah
how funny can it be.
you sure you really love .
like wtf luh.
saying doest help luhs.
cb .
you must really mean.
fcuk
i dont knw what i want luhs.
i am so gna burst out in tears right now .
ccb.
some ppl no matter how nicely you talked to them .
they still give you the same fcuking attiuide .
sometimes .
i find that r/s shouldnt have really existed cause it causes hurt luhs.
why ?
than why god still created love.
like shit !
yeah .
loving .
true some really can .
how you eny .
but then when its youres.
your find it like so differently luhs.
thats why why is god so funny in the way he build things if he really did.
PPl cries after breaking up , cries when the other partner doesnt care,
but after awhile times will heal.
so i think no one need another person to survive luhs.
most importantly
if ever a day . one partner should feel way .
1 ) finding reasons to make this r/s stay,
2 ) constantly asking themselves if theres still love,
3 ) how shall the bring across this question of breaking up,
4 ) telling friends its so sian/boring of this r/s
5 ) breaking up or not is okay with me.
than i can really say . this r/s is not gna last.
so just break off.
argh.
toodles.