Thursday, November 22, 2007 ♥
Get drunk before ue Dance(:
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You played an important part in my life but you choose to left my side. I'm not looking forward neither will i go & think about it anymore lers. ill really try my best not to think about you . its really hard thou):
Just trying really hard to persuade my mindset to get you off. Its never easy doing this it really never and i really hate it!
Thou , i may seems to be like letting go , just that i dont wna hold onto hopes and knw the outcome would be there): & i rather letting go down thou its painful than drag it on which hurts even more.
You dont cherish so why should i still foolishly wait.
I wuld not get into another r/s , cos i might still wait for you to turn back.
But for now , i just hope you wouldnt get into trouble cause i'm worried. Its only a simple 14days but you left nice memories for me , & i really do not knw why i feel so attached to you. Maybe its just fate ba. Trying to toy us ard & when you feel so attached to something , yet the person by youre side have to leave. It was really hard , cause i didnt wna let you go. I'm selfish cause i really wna kept you by my side but i knw forcing ue to do things that you dont like and forcing love wouldnt have a nice ending so like you say , lets be BESTfriends so you still can contact & keep me by youre side. But i knw thats just all sweet talked. Slowly , we'll not contact & gently we'll forget.
It aint gna bring me down just like that cause in others eyes i'm not like this & ill not because of YOU i fall apart.
They're right , i shuldnt broad over things that will end up like this. I admit i really miss you alot i really do. We're suppose to meet up tonight but i doubt i really have benefits of doubts what excuses you gna come up with again , or will you be playing MIA with me.
I really give up. I may just be saying. Slowly just give me time.
Darren , you mean alot to me when you asked me on the night for a r/s , i told myself i wuld cherish it & dont wna end it like others , i dont wna to cry over this r/s and i wna it to be a happy one instead.
At the very least , its okay . We had happy time.
& i trust you , cause at least ue knw ue doesnt have time for me. Youre msg that say you rmber stuff of our first met up, follow by the second one , thats when you rly open youre mouth and asked me to be youre girl.
`are you willing to be my girlfriend, i want to take care of you forever.
-theres no such things as forever luhs.
`then , ill just take care of you as long as possible cause i love you.
sighs.
i'm alr happy, cause at least you still rmber , i knw you cared. Be it whether is it sweet talked .
& when you were in thailand every single day i was looking forward for youre return & have planned everything so nicely.
& you also did msg me when you was in thai , & i was really happy enough. really more than happy (:
thanks for everthing luhs kaikai! DARREN CHEN JIANKAI. ILOVEYOU!
i'm thankful. -ill still be waiting & i will(:
`061107
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Ytd went down to plush, cab over to wdls to pick up sophia , than met everyone there. Tengs came late.
Went drinking at VIVA drink a cup of beer(: with sophia .
than open one bottle of martell sort of like for zhijie! BUT thanks to the person who open!
THANKS SO MUCH!(:
drank finish i think less than an hrs or more alil.
Tengs reached came in to drink too(:
play 5 10 15. ahhaha. i didnt lose much.
Keong lost the most.
after drinking , PHOTOS taking (:
than ard 2plus went in to plush to dance .
everyone was sibei HIGH okays cause i was alr high!
just wanted to get everything out and enjoyed the night thou i cried a lil badly earlier on .
& thanks for the hug and console! and keong thanks for wiping off my tears! (:
Dance for like mayb an hr plus(: cause doors close at 4 . :D
ahben nic zhongli was there too .
than HOME at 5am(:
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thr lessons we learn , thr experience we share.
in a friendship or relationship , we really have to be honest in the things we do(:
to maintain it well , be rly truthful!
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-pics would be uploaded real soon!
& i hope all of you enjoyed last night!
5th . lets go drinking again :D
Lights off @ 6am(:
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You played an important part in my life but you choose to left my side. I'm not looking forward neither will i go & think about it anymore lers. ill really try my best not to think about you . its really hard thou):
Just trying really hard to persuade my mindset to get you off. Its never easy doing this it really never and i really hate it!
Thou , i may seems to be like letting go , just that i dont wna hold onto hopes and knw the outcome would be there): & i rather letting go down thou its painful than drag it on which hurts even more.
You dont cherish so why should i still foolishly wait.
I wuld not get into another r/s , cos i might still wait for you to turn back.
But for now , i just hope you wouldnt get into trouble cause i'm worried. Its only a simple 14days but you left nice memories for me , & i really do not knw why i feel so attached to you. Maybe its just fate ba. Trying to toy us ard & when you feel so attached to something , yet the person by youre side have to leave. It was really hard , cause i didnt wna let you go. I'm selfish cause i really wna kept you by my side but i knw forcing ue to do things that you dont like and forcing love wouldnt have a nice ending so like you say , lets be BESTfriends so you still can contact & keep me by youre side. But i knw thats just all sweet talked. Slowly , we'll not contact & gently we'll forget.
It aint gna bring me down just like that cause in others eyes i'm not like this & ill not because of YOU i fall apart.
They're right , i shuldnt broad over things that will end up like this. I admit i really miss you alot i really do. We're suppose to meet up tonight but i doubt i really have benefits of doubts what excuses you gna come up with again , or will you be playing MIA with me.
I really give up. I may just be saying. Slowly just give me time.
Darren , you mean alot to me when you asked me on the night for a r/s , i told myself i wuld cherish it & dont wna end it like others , i dont wna to cry over this r/s and i wna it to be a happy one instead.
At the very least , its okay . We had happy time.
& i trust you , cause at least ue knw ue doesnt have time for me. Youre msg that say you rmber stuff of our first met up, follow by the second one , thats when you rly open youre mouth and asked me to be youre girl.
`are you willing to be my girlfriend, i want to take care of you forever.
-theres no such things as forever luhs.
`then , ill just take care of you as long as possible cause i love you.
sighs.
i'm alr happy, cause at least you still rmber , i knw you cared. Be it whether is it sweet talked .
& when you were in thailand every single day i was looking forward for youre return & have planned everything so nicely.
& you also did msg me when you was in thai , & i was really happy enough. really more than happy (:
thanks for everthing luhs kaikai! DARREN CHEN JIANKAI. ILOVEYOU!
i'm thankful. -ill still be waiting & i will(:
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.
.
.
Ytd went down to plush, cab over to wdls to pick up sophia , than met everyone there. Tengs came late.
Went drinking at VIVA drink a cup of beer(: with sophia .
than open one bottle of martell sort of like for zhijie! BUT thanks to the person who open!
THANKS SO MUCH!(:
drank finish i think less than an hrs or more alil.
Tengs reached came in to drink too(:
play 5 10 15. ahhaha. i didnt lose much.
Keong lost the most.
after drinking , PHOTOS taking (:
than ard 2plus went in to plush to dance .
everyone was sibei HIGH okays cause i was alr high!
just wanted to get everything out and enjoyed the night thou i cried a lil badly earlier on .
& thanks for the hug and console! and keong thanks for wiping off my tears! (:
Dance for like mayb an hr plus(: cause doors close at 4 . :D
ahben nic zhongli was there too .
than HOME at 5am(:
.
.
.
.
thr lessons we learn , thr experience we share.
in a friendship or relationship , we really have to be honest in the things we do(:
to maintain it well , be rly truthful!
.
.
.
.
-pics would be uploaded real soon!
& i hope all of you enjoyed last night!
5th . lets go drinking again :D
Lights off @ 6am(:
Yvonne ♥
♥ The girl.
YVONNE
That's what everyone calls & when June7th falls
That's when I'll get older too:D
-myFRIENDSTER (:
MSN; babygal_love88@hotmail.com
I'll be leading a life that I want it to be
& I'll be looking things in other perspectives not too much of the negatives.
Living life stronger everyday.
I guess I've been pretty well grown up.
Learned pretty much in life
All the rights and wrongs
After all the pains that I've went through or perhaps given by others.
Its high time I'd have to be independent.
Basically, I'm sociable and of course friendly.
But do at times, I might be a little way off too crazy.
and I'm a little temperamental but I guess my endurance are kinda of high.
So I wouldn't blow my top easily(:
Big THANKS to those who have always been there for me
I can't be more than content to have all the loved ones around me
& I would want you guys know
I LOVE YOU ALL.
Thank you will never be enough for those who have been there whenever I needed your to be
Gonna be a big girl now and have to stop relying so so much on others
There's still much more to go through.
& as for the rest.
Find it out yourself(:
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-My unique 21st Birthday
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