Friday, November 09, 2007 ♥
I didnt meant it this way , & i hope u'll understand.
Its 0211am now . and here i am awake . crying like a lil kid again .
over issues.
Chatted with jazlyn & besite .
sighs):
Besite & i some sort have some kinda of arguments.
sorry !~
-i seriously feel i am so useless. i really feel that i am totally nth . Can cry over th slightest thing.
Cried over my aunt because i was fcuk worried. Lied on my bed and tears can just fall.
Been a long while since i ever cry so easily . i really dont wna too .
Trying to be the happy girl wanting everyone ard me to be happy . (:
You asked me if i had started a new r/s . I wished i had. but also wished i hadnt
But now i myself also not so sure.
Mayb yea, ive alr.
But you knw me well enough . you should knw i knw how to differentiate.
It really hurt me luhs.
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if i ever can , ill never love cause its history repeating itself. just over and over again .
But if i ever did come across another one. ill just hold on as long as possible. but will not think further like forever.
Cause it'll never happen luhs.
I can't fall to slp and here i am all up alone . doing stupid things ):
My mind going wild . thinking about stupid things and what you've said.
i knw its all out of concern . but at least trust me .
i knw i cant foresee and i cant predict what would happen next. but i wouldnt be that silly .
SORRY , mayb you find that i am very stubborn but its just not that. i just wna leave th past behind.
if you were to asked me now if i still love him. i think i dont alr.
Sometimes , i really think whatever i did was really bad. i should have just endured and make everyone happy .
and not upsetting and making them worry .
I should have just did all i can to keep them smiling , being happy .
All was my fault. i am just that naive.
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At times, being a little ignorance might just be a bliss. and after everything . crying my heart out . my heart still feel the ache
sometimes. really its trues.
physical pains can get you away .
cos it doesnt hurt as much as in youre heart. ):
imissyou .
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i knw you girls are concerned. and i am thankful that i have you girls. i really do .
and jaz thks for letting me knw youre there to be my listening ear . 5cents per sec thou.
thanks.
i really hope that i can go down too .
but too bad luhs.
Girls , thanks for every single lil things(:
Yvonne ♥
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YVONNE
That's what everyone calls & when June7th falls
That's when I'll get older too:D
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I'll be leading a life that I want it to be
& I'll be looking things in other perspectives not too much of the negatives.
Living life stronger everyday.
I guess I've been pretty well grown up.
Learned pretty much in life
All the rights and wrongs
After all the pains that I've went through or perhaps given by others.
Its high time I'd have to be independent.
Basically, I'm sociable and of course friendly.
But do at times, I might be a little way off too crazy.
and I'm a little temperamental but I guess my endurance are kinda of high.
So I wouldn't blow my top easily(:
Big THANKS to those who have always been there for me
I can't be more than content to have all the loved ones around me
& I would want you guys know
I LOVE YOU ALL.
Thank you will never be enough for those who have been there whenever I needed your to be
Gonna be a big girl now and have to stop relying so so much on others
There's still much more to go through.
& as for the rest.
Find it out yourself(:
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