Wednesday, November 07, 2007 ♥
Is it for real?
Later mayb would be going out of home ard 1plus. meet up darren . (:
sighs.
am worried for him luhs.
hopefully hes fine.
aite.s
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& i cried so badly just now when i was in my room . really trying to hold back every single tears.
but the moment i thought of my aunt. the tears just naturally falls.
i felt so useless at the same time was afraid.
seeing her on the ICU bed , my heart really went aching ):
& as i laid down on my bed , the times i used to joke ard with her , giggles , a lil arguements .
i really miss it . i knw mayb i am thinking too much . but i dont wna lose any of my love one.
no one can predict what would happen tml .
so cherish today.
i really hope shes fine luhs.
argh.
YVONNESEE stop the FCUKING CRYING~
omg.
wrote loads of non sensical stuff.
And her husband i am not trying to be mean .
but he really dont deserve to live
he should be the one to die.
fcuking pcb.
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& am thinking of inflicting physical pains onto myself again . ):
i knw its really silly .
its not use doing it .
but this pain thou its nth compared to my heart ache.
but it really help.
i knw its seems like super sadistic. stupid, mad , retarded, or whatever shit.
but really it helps. ):
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`Sometimes i really go wondering, if ever a day i were to really need someone by my side.
someone that i can talked to , confide my problem , just for a night.
who would be the one?
i seems to be so silly , always trying to put on a fcuking smile when i am not even happy .
trying to be concern for the one that i love ard me .
friends , family , etc.
In the end , i end up getting call t not say anymore.
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-if i didnt care i wouldnt have bothered myself going thr all those talked.
decisons and choices are up to you ppl .
do what youre guys deem fit.
really tired.
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nowadays post would be really like down luhs.
so pardon me ppl ><
ill end the post with both my favourite pics.
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My phone suddenly have the power its on normal mode but photo end up this ways. But i like it thou. NICE~
Boy , treat me nice & ill be youre lil girl.
Yvonne ♥
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YVONNE
That's what everyone calls & when June7th falls
That's when I'll get older too:D
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I'll be leading a life that I want it to be
& I'll be looking things in other perspectives not too much of the negatives.
Living life stronger everyday.
I guess I've been pretty well grown up.
Learned pretty much in life
All the rights and wrongs
After all the pains that I've went through or perhaps given by others.
Its high time I'd have to be independent.
Basically, I'm sociable and of course friendly.
But do at times, I might be a little way off too crazy.
and I'm a little temperamental but I guess my endurance are kinda of high.
So I wouldn't blow my top easily(:
Big THANKS to those who have always been there for me
I can't be more than content to have all the loved ones around me
& I would want you guys know
I LOVE YOU ALL.
Thank you will never be enough for those who have been there whenever I needed your to be
Gonna be a big girl now and have to stop relying so so much on others
There's still much more to go through.
& as for the rest.
Find it out yourself(:
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