Tuesday, November 20, 2007 ♥
♥ 6:41 AM
You play an important part in my LIFE, eu really do.
Its 649pm. & i never went to bother you.
Vice versa , you didnt msged neither call ): Maybe its true , i shuld start from now slowly letting it go. & not putting myself too deep into a outcome thats can be predictable :[
Sounds sarcastic i knw its seems just in blank.
The thought of you , i can cry at the easiest spot. ): CRY LIKE JUST A LIL GIRL WHO LOST HER WAY.
& have you really spared a thought for me.
When i really cared but all i get was nth back.
I compromise you but you never did it back to me. I never asked for anything in return .
i just want CONCERN! :((
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Its really hard and pointless holding on alone, if you did really lie?
why you do so when you say you cared and loved.
In the first place, no one would ever treat their girl like how you did.
& i hate it this way.
slept for two hrs.
Youre very first msg-ed came at 10plus.
i call your mobile, and someone call back.
I'm trying to keep my fingers cross and trying to deceive myself that mayb i'm thinking way too much. its not the way i think it is.
But really , its really easy to recognise the voice , maybe yea , its coincidence.
that their voice sounds alike .
What for go thr all this lies. over and over again.
why cant you just tell the truth , the fact ?
STOP leading me on if you were to feel tired. Cause i am feeling tired to . But am trying to hold.
Cause i dont wna lose you!
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& if you really cared and i were to mean that much , like how everyone says.
NO matter what you would show!
But all this time , all this while . All i get from you when i wanted everything to turn out well for the both of us , You never fail to lead me to DISAPPOINTMENT & full of TEARS.
I just want you to understand , ill never stop you from youre friends BUT at least let me knw you cares?
I really dont wna like what others say.
& you mean a thing to me . if i really cant be bothered i wouldnt go thr all this SHIT!
DARREN CAN YOU PLS UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL
ITS REALLY TORTURING!
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gna be home for the entire day(:
sighs.
PLUSH tml!!!!!! tics going cheap! (:
tics needed give me a call.
Not sure if am going down tml.
mayb most probably wouldnt be .
i wanted to spend tml's clubbing with you .
but now i guess , mayb you and youre friends alr might be there.
happy grinding luhs if you really did go.
Hope you understand & really spare a thought for me.
-crossing my fingers):
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byes!
Boy , i do love you and cherish every single day that we ever had spent tgt. i hope our r/s will not end this easily. i dont wna see this kinda of ending.