Thursday, December 20, 2007 ♥
Aint that easy thats all i knw.
Its 0507am now (: & i'm still so fcukign awake.
Seriously my daily routine is so so messed up , & i mean rly messed up!
Aint slping when i'm suppose to, slping when i am not suppose. Aint doing the things i am suppose to & am doing vice versa.
OH SO DAMN.!
YVONNE SEE YIWEN , whats the fcuking wrong with you!!!!
-BIG BIG SIGHS! ):
Fancy me doing such stupid things over such silly issues omfg!
Anyway , i'm thankful that i had a friend like you , who constantly msg me & asked how's things & stuff even thou you're having you're own problems now & instead of being there for you it was you who's there or maybe letting me knw that you're alwaes there for me! Rmber that i am too alright girl . (:
Been unwell since the day i broke up with him): all the way till now aint recovering at all! :( like wth been drinking plenty of water but it doesnt help!
Mum has been pretty nice this few days , didnt reprimand me or nag at me cause i skipped work for a long long time):
& now shes the one who asked me to tell my uncle to quit & dont work alr? -.- sighs .
i still wna work just that , dont knw why no mood at all to do anything even going out ?
:(
Been pretty down , moody & totally so lost ):
Whatever i do i just think of him even the simplest thing): & this is my first time of all that i felt this way & so i understand how it rly feels now i rly do ):
Its rly painful for something like that to go thr it all alone! :(
Gonna go find things to do , alright maybe there's nothing for me to do at all.
Oh ya , met up ahbee just now , cos i wanted cig(: & was kinda of moodless so msg him & asked if he culd come over.
ahah
My kor did came over , thks ahbee (: hes alwaes so sweet , ahjie gna fly to aus tml le. i mean ltr?
gna miss her luhs! sighs):
-waves!
hate the way i'm still loving you. i rly dont wna go thr all this anymore . i'm rly tired. But my heart just doesnt want to listen to me. Its still so attached to you): i miss you ):
& baby , do you still care? Cause i do.Will you still or will you ever think of turning back? Cause i hope you will.
I hate the way i'm still loving you, hate the way i'm still missing you.
Doing the simplest thing , you're all that i can think of.
i miss the time when you call & talk with me on phone.
i miss you're voice, face , hugs & kisses.
i miss the time you said 'iloveyou'
Would ever a day that come by soon to take me away from this suffering.
baby i dont want t lose you , but i knw i alr did.
& maybe you've alr walked real far away that i can't reach you're side.
Or maybe you've found someone new you love):
sighs.
its hard to let go , but ive alr let go or maybe you did):
i still love you & i miss you alot.
Yvonne ♥
♥ The girl.
YVONNE
That's what everyone calls & when June7th falls
That's when I'll get older too:D
-myFRIENDSTER (:
MSN; babygal_love88@hotmail.com
I'll be leading a life that I want it to be
& I'll be looking things in other perspectives not too much of the negatives.
Living life stronger everyday.
I guess I've been pretty well grown up.
Learned pretty much in life
All the rights and wrongs
After all the pains that I've went through or perhaps given by others.
Its high time I'd have to be independent.
Basically, I'm sociable and of course friendly.
But do at times, I might be a little way off too crazy.
and I'm a little temperamental but I guess my endurance are kinda of high.
So I wouldn't blow my top easily(:
Big THANKS to those who have always been there for me
I can't be more than content to have all the loved ones around me
& I would want you guys know
I LOVE YOU ALL.
Thank you will never be enough for those who have been there whenever I needed your to be
Gonna be a big girl now and have to stop relying so so much on others
There's still much more to go through.
& as for the rest.
Find it out yourself(:
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