Friday, December 14, 2007 ♥
♥ 9:30 PM
Happy Birthday To HUIMEI & AHBOON(:
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i'm over at teng place now, shes slping(: & i'm still awake:x played audition & am tired now):
went down over to huimei's & ahboon bbq celebration for their b'day(:
& ahboon & ahben are in camp now . GOOD LUCK GUYS! Will miss ure de:DD
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There's nth much to update now. Talking to Dajie now(:
When i'm back home then ill update again.
i miss ue): am still struggling to get over with it :[
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UPdates @ 0801pm
& so i reached home ard 12plus tdy (: left tengs place ard 12pm:D
& i only slept at 2pm.
woke up at 7pm :D
5hrs of slp!!!
My head hurts now! ):
sighs.
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Dreamt of him again.
Hate the way i can't forget ue .
& i hate the way i'm still loving ue.
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Having my dinner now .
Tummy aching badly.
No one's home except for me & the maid(:
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Someone told me , we've to adapt.
I admit i fall back hard real hard this time round.
& another person told me to contact back.
But whats the point when he dont even care.
If he still care & concern , i believe he'll look for me himself.
But sad to sad.
It never happens.
Its not a matter of i dont wna forget.
I just simply can't
Thou by holding on it hurts even more. Thats rly silly i knw.
But thats how dumb i can go for . for HIM):
Darren when will ue understand.
:C