Tuesday, December 18, 2007 ♥
I MISSES ALL THE TIME WE ONCE HAD REAL BAD!
when will you be turning you're way back? :C
Be it friends or r/s , have ue guys ever appreciate all that i did?
Reached home this morning ard 7plus 8am then got rdy for everything(:
But i only slept at 12pm & i eventually woke up at 4pm:D Such a good girl tdy , didnt nua on bed(: In fact , is not that i dont want to , but i simply can't do so. Hes totally corrupting my mind. Cause all i think of is DARRENTANJIANKAI darrentanjiankai DARRENTANJIANKAI darrentanjiankai..........................
sighs. :C
& why must good things alwaes comes to an end which it couldnt just last a lil longer , or mayb let it last forever?
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OOHS , & when i washed up , i vomited blood ): scary luhs! Cough till i can die)): sighs.
I wished hes here ): or maybe just a msg from him would make me feel better?
Okay i knw i'm thinking just way too much! :C . Cause that would never happens ?
Cause i think he had alr found someone new , & well might have forgotten me long way back , yet i'm still here finding myself lingering in this pile of damn thing!~ argh!~
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-& i seriously think that r/s nowadays , ppl can rly get so fcuking unresponsible! ):
Friends or maybe someone who used to be ure friends over for some particulars reason cause u might be able of use to her?
& to some ppl r/s is just a fcuking changing shirt procedure?
Have they ever consider how much pains they are causing onto the other party ?
i'm seriously tired of being the good person ? Have those been there for me when i needed them ?
shes one of the fcuking friend i regretted ive help! Shes the second person!~
MOTHER FCUKNG GOD! Why do ue make me into a person that go all way out & help them in the very end. All i get was pushed aside!~
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-Total failure in everything i do , i still care , i still rmber but i dont & no longer hold grudges , whats the use of holding it ? whats the point ?
when afterall we're still ONCE friends?
But its rly heartbreaking to see friends changing into someone u'll never thought they will be !~
its rly scary .
i've had enough
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`& i'm breaking down . i rly need a break away from everything.
shout my lungs out & cry till my tears run dry !
Pour the fcuking shit out of my whatever that i have in my heart.
Say all that i shuld & no longer think about it !
all this damn shit! I've gone thr, i rly had enough !
I'm not as strong , sensible or whatever others think of me .
No matter how strong a person is .
theres still a weakness in each and everyone .
I have mine too .
& i'm not alwaes fine ):
-ineedyouhere:C
when will you be turning you're way back? :C
Be it friends or r/s , have ue guys ever appreciate all that i did?
Reached home this morning ard 7plus 8am then got rdy for everything(:
But i only slept at 12pm & i eventually woke up at 4pm:D Such a good girl tdy , didnt nua on bed(: In fact , is not that i dont want to , but i simply can't do so. Hes totally corrupting my mind. Cause all i think of is DARRENTANJIANKAI darrentanjiankai DARRENTANJIANKAI darrentanjiankai..........................
sighs. :C
& why must good things alwaes comes to an end which it couldnt just last a lil longer , or mayb let it last forever?
.
.
.
OOHS , & when i washed up , i vomited blood ): scary luhs! Cough till i can die)): sighs.
I wished hes here ): or maybe just a msg from him would make me feel better?
Okay i knw i'm thinking just way too much! :C . Cause that would never happens ?
Cause i think he had alr found someone new , & well might have forgotten me long way back , yet i'm still here finding myself lingering in this pile of damn thing!~ argh!~
-
-
-
-
-& i seriously think that r/s nowadays , ppl can rly get so fcuking unresponsible! ):
Friends or maybe someone who used to be ure friends over for some particulars reason cause u might be able of use to her?
& to some ppl r/s is just a fcuking changing shirt procedure?
Have they ever consider how much pains they are causing onto the other party ?
i'm seriously tired of being the good person ? Have those been there for me when i needed them ?
shes one of the fcuking friend i regretted ive help! Shes the second person!~
MOTHER FCUKNG GOD! Why do ue make me into a person that go all way out & help them in the very end. All i get was pushed aside!~
.
.
-Total failure in everything i do , i still care , i still rmber but i dont & no longer hold grudges , whats the use of holding it ? whats the point ?
when afterall we're still ONCE friends?
But its rly heartbreaking to see friends changing into someone u'll never thought they will be !~
its rly scary .
i've had enough
.
..
.
`& i'm breaking down . i rly need a break away from everything.
shout my lungs out & cry till my tears run dry !
Pour the fcuking shit out of my whatever that i have in my heart.
Say all that i shuld & no longer think about it !
all this damn shit! I've gone thr, i rly had enough !
I'm not as strong , sensible or whatever others think of me .
No matter how strong a person is .
theres still a weakness in each and everyone .
I have mine too .
& i'm not alwaes fine ):
-ineedyouhere:C
Yvonne ♥
♥ The girl.
YVONNE
That's what everyone calls & when June7th falls
That's when I'll get older too:D
-myFRIENDSTER (:
MSN; babygal_love88@hotmail.com
I'll be leading a life that I want it to be
& I'll be looking things in other perspectives not too much of the negatives.
Living life stronger everyday.
I guess I've been pretty well grown up.
Learned pretty much in life
All the rights and wrongs
After all the pains that I've went through or perhaps given by others.
Its high time I'd have to be independent.
Basically, I'm sociable and of course friendly.
But do at times, I might be a little way off too crazy.
and I'm a little temperamental but I guess my endurance are kinda of high.
So I wouldn't blow my top easily(:
Big THANKS to those who have always been there for me
I can't be more than content to have all the loved ones around me
& I would want you guys know
I LOVE YOU ALL.
Thank you will never be enough for those who have been there whenever I needed your to be
Gonna be a big girl now and have to stop relying so so much on others
There's still much more to go through.
& as for the rest.
Find it out yourself(:
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