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Am at work now.(: Aunty is over at genting so bobians have to come down :D
Cabbed down with mummy & sister cause shes using the car over at ahma's house(:
Slept ard 3plus am last night. Went down ard 12plus am wit h jervon to grab some bites & bought cig(:
Slack till ard 1plus 2am than walked back home:D Bought food back for bro , i washed up & went to room , didnt manage to slp at all.
Till ard 3plus am then fell aslp:x
& theres dinner over at uncle's place my dad's brother for early xmas celebrations which means presents (: jervon's going down too.
But not sure if can make it anot later.
Head super giddy now):
Something suprising , when reach ah ma house alighted from the cab , uncle didnt scold? (: oh wells , maybe he can't be bothered liaos.
i'm so slpy now. & i'm alone over at office , no one's home. Except for me & the maid? Its so boring can.
我很想念你.
Chatted with esmond & buddy over the msn for awhile , esmond aslp now. Guess buddy is busy or what.
Fcuk emo now luhs.
sighs.
`& maybe theres this person who treats me the nicest out of all , maybe is because hes so used to me.
I dont knw whats is what? But i'm rly afraid to go thr breaking his & my heart again.
I haven picked myself up from the last fall, i dont wna fall again):
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-What have captivate this heart of mine so dearie to you , was the you i first knew.
But humans changes, to err is human, which human they nvr ever once make mistakes in their entire life?
But as long as we learn from mistakes & prevent from letting history repeats who would be so silly ? agree. But sometimes they are really silly.
Its raining , like the rain outside it pouring deep down my heart its bleeding profusely.
I can't stop myself to things i shouldnt think. I know its really silly & stupid but LOVE i so pure & innocent.
We're always wanting to give the best to the other party but it just never seems to come close by our sides eventually.
The outcome we always look forward always turn out to be a different story.
It pains , it hurts but thats what love is.
& all that we can do is wait? & hope things would turned out for the better & not the worst.
Its naive its dumb , cause the outcome would still turn out to be the same, no matter how long the wait is gna last the ending of the story would still be ' game over '.
We hold on , over for a particular reason a simple wish. Wishing the one we love they would return.
& as i'm walking down the road we used to walk tgt, i miss the time you held my hand & am always giving me the smile a sense of security that no matter what you'll be there for me , & you would always says. 'darling , iloveyou'.
Good things they doesnt last , but why can't we just make the best of it of all and make it last as long as possible?
But at least we did once behold and had some happy times.
Sometimes , it really me thinking , getting my mind in a whirl.
Why do we always have to lose the one we love & to realise who treats you best who love you most & how importans they were.
Saying sorry over the things we did that broke their hearts, whats the use of apologising when the hurt has been done .
In life its nvr fair thats really sad to sad.
We gain & lose in life, we just have to get prepared anytime for those who came into our lives & they might just leave when you turned away.
Because they will not or maybe never stay there forever, cos forever means never? Be glad to have it once. All we can now is to browse thr what we both had like th memories & glance thr the beautiful times you guys spend?
You would find yourself shedding , its not a crime to cry~
Making decisions at times makes you suffer real hard real bad but as days passes by we may grow to learn our decision by then were made right ? Most importantly.
Dont ever make decisions that we'll regret cause it will be too late for regrets.
Ever thought of suicide ? i think everyone did. Think of it.
We live life onve in this life as who we really are, we do not know when we will be gone or taken away from this world.
All we can do is to cherish tdy & dont rly look forward to tml treasure now & be happy with what we have.
Even if were to die now , i believe you would wanna die happily also. But for sure i want to (:
Aint easy to apply saing into real life , aint easy to imply onto those sayings into happenings that had took place.
Its hard its really hard , Aint easy to be done just by saying.
Follow you're heart , feelings will lead you the way. They would tell you whats right.
When you're alone, naturally you'll just unknowingly think about things which makes you EMO.):
i'm still missing you , still loving you thou you might have stopped.
still waiting but i knw its stupid.
how lame but thats human.
thinking , how come it hurts so much , how come things would end up this way , thinking all those negative sides ever thought of the positive? the time when you gys get to spend happy moments tgt , smiling all day , and doing things tgt?
I had mine , my happy times with him , how about you?
& its not a matter of how long but a matter of how much this really means to you.
Dont ever make the person you LOVE to walk behind you , they might nvr catch up and they might just get tired and turned their direction and walked away,
Walk with them , side by side. Let them knw that you will keep up to their pace as well as they keeping up to you'res.
This time round i fall back realhard , i don't have the strength to pick myself p and walked again.
I need a break ! I really need to think thr .
Everything in life, were all planned.
Everyone needs lessons & mistakes , fallbacks to learn & grow.
Everyone needs time to think , needs time to sort out feelings & time to get used to everything.
We just need a break from everything & really really think thr of whats the next step.
I need to think thr, i need to stop everything now that i'm having.
A BREAK perhaps . i'm trying to ;
HOW ABOUT YOU?
-this applies in r/s or friendship.
i had my lessons learned thr certain friends.
Now i clearly understands.
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Photos that were taken on THURSDAY DRINKING SESSIONS:D
Jervon & wanting . dark look properly(:
bestie and me (: 
Jervon & Yvonne(:
Jiajun & yvonne
khakis , me , brother , bestie!
Yvonne & wanting
drink ,
drank
drunk
thks for everything bestfriend
let put on the fun(:
khakis!!! <33
ilovekhakis!
khakis , me & brother gene((:
(:
YVONNE
That's what everyone calls & when June7th falls
That's when I'll get older too:D
-myFRIENDSTER (:
MSN; babygal_love88@hotmail.com
I'll be leading a life that I want it to be
& I'll be looking things in other perspectives not too much of the negatives.
Living life stronger everyday.
I guess I've been pretty well grown up.
Learned pretty much in life
All the rights and wrongs
After all the pains that I've went through or perhaps given by others.
Its high time I'd have to be independent.
Basically, I'm sociable and of course friendly.
But do at times, I might be a little way off too crazy.
and I'm a little temperamental but I guess my endurance are kinda of high.
So I wouldn't blow my top easily(:
Big THANKS to those who have always been there for me
I can't be more than content to have all the loved ones around me
& I would want you guys know
I LOVE YOU ALL.
Thank you will never be enough for those who have been there whenever I needed your to be
Gonna be a big girl now and have to stop relying so so much on others
There's still much more to go through.
& as for the rest.
Find it out yourself(:
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