Sunday, December 30, 2007 ♥
♥ 12:46 PM
In fact , it hurts deep down.Over at Jervo's house now(: Came over to stay cause there's celebration for his daddy tml:DWas downstairs watching soccer with his daddy , as well as his bro(:& i aint that happy as who i really am.I don't wanna feel sad i don't wanna feel down, i wanna be a happy girl of course can't be someone who doesn't have troubles cause everyone sure have their problems.I look at my phone just now , looking at all the pics): i almost teared :CIt really pains me to see how a friendship is gonna be shattered now after all this years of being together. & it had to end this way?I see the videos that had our laughs our fun BUT now everything's gonna be so different now):I've lost a sister once, & i don't know how to take another blow losing someone whom i've already treat as family , its more than a friendship now.& i believe i'm not the only one whose feeling this pain.& now like what darren always says. 'Good things they doesn't last' its just seems so true& darling darren now i knw how it feels. BUT time just doesn't heal the pain , it make you get used to it used to the pain'So right now whats all friendship about?I'm tearing while i type, damnit fcuk shit.I've always been a strong girl , this time round i can't hold onto it anymore