Wednesday, December 05, 2007 ♥
♥ 12:05 AM
Sorry for not being understanding):
Am at work now(: Cabbed down at ard 11plus reached at 12pm :x
YTD ; went down to wdls straight after work to meet up bestie to get dear's present than slacked.
Played DDR , haha . danced till leg super aching luhs!
ahben , ahboy , ahnic, aaron , zhongli & zhiwei were there too(: they helped me in a way to choose the clothing.
Got the clothing , than saw huimei. Went up to 5th floor to had dinner. Only bestie & me didnt eat. Didnt have any appetite):
After dinner went in to puff. Ahboy & ahben went down to clarkquay for awhile. When they were back . Me & bestie were at titanic:D
I was talking to baby, hes over at pasir ris. Bestie says wna blow win. ahha. Physco ahboy.
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In the end , we went down to DAjie's husband pub 'joe kor' . Called him up and check up the price but was way too ex. Didnt had much cash on me. then joe kor say its okay , come down he open one bottle. felt so pahsei ): Erjie & ah bee were alr there drinking -.- aahaha
So the 8 of us(: weiteng , ahben , yvonne , ahboy , ahnic , aaron , zhongli & zhiwei .
Ard 12plus we went off :D couldnt find the place so was going in circles & was late. Finally reached luhs! (:
The pub not bad done up. Its nice!! Quite spacious & also got second floor.
First glass drink , then Dajie came , i cheers with her . tar! then joe kor came saying drink bo jio him! haha . so drank another cup.
Then sing song , played pool & i did win.
While doing nothing , i hug Dajie & i am truely sorry for everything that have happen , maybe its true its my fault that theres such a big change in him. SORRY!
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Thanks for going down with me luhs, ahben , nic , aaron , ahboy , zhongli , zhiwei & bestie
There's photo taken luhs! wuld uplaod it when i am back hom!!!! :DD
Ard 3plus ride ard finding places to go again! :x hahaha. than finally decided back to wdls down to marselling to eat at 19(:
They ordered 'dimsum' treated drinks & aaron & ahnic food(:
thanks for the ride ahboy!
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ard 445am . i cabbed down to dears place(:
Dear reached ard like 5plus was on the phone with bestie till dear arrive , paid for his cab fare he came out and started puking ):
hes super drunk , so hang up the phone with bestie , and look after him all the way :(
Then dear broke down in tears & cried , i was really lost . like a kid that lost the way .
Hugged him but dear didnt wna say much . i walked away . cause was alr shedding tears. my heart really aches at that moment.
Dear its true ' good things doesnt last forever' but at least ue had it , so pls treasure?
i walked away alone trying to cool down . dear came from behind and said, 'darling , i wna tell you something, i really love you . really love you' i dont knw if thats his drunkred words or did he really mean it.
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Told dear ill bring him back to my place to rest, but he didnt want okay ill just skipped details!
then send him to his condo outside talked, & i was still crying .
walked away to the railing , he came over. Explain to me whats the reasons of why he suggested stopping our r/s the other time. & told me he never meant to not to answer my calls & stuff.
Baby , lets walked it thr this tgt alright. I knw now its hard. Just trust me & trust youreself. :(
Sorry for throwing tantrum & still said i wna break up. i'm sorry! its just that i rly feel neglected in some ways , & youre forever like hiding things for me . now i knw the truth, i blame ue no more , instead i put the blame on myself for not being a understanding girlfriend of youres . darling lets walked it thr tgt alright, thou its rly gna be hard, lets just hold on.
Is it true that theres this saying , -drunked state but sober thoughts
-sighs.
i dont wna lose you again & i doubt ue still rmber what ue had said .
Baby says will call me when he wakes up , & promise me than thurs wuld meet me up .
Hopefully he means it .
& i hope his family aint giving him any difficulty time anymore):
But i was glad i saw baby this morning , i miss him real loads!
& passed him the present alr. not sure if he likes it .
BUT hope he does!
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`gna help my uncle do the colouring for his plan .
back to update again with pics & more .
i knw its hard to go thr this all alone,
ure the only one whose going thr this suffering.
Baby i'm sorry for not being understanding,
yet i still throw my temper on you.
i didnt knw you suffer that much,
& i am really sorry .
But baby pls trust me ,
i promise ill walked it thr with you.
Lets walked it thr tgt,
& dont let go of my hand again.
I really can't take another blow,
Now i knw the reasons.
I feel i am really not worth ure love.
Just trust me this once,
we'll hold on & walked out of it
But if ure really cant take this anymore,
thou i cant bear to let go but i rather suffer in silence
than to let you carrying on this suffering.
Loving someone is for them to be happy
& i wna you to be happy darren.
The first time i sees you cry ,
i cried like a small girl who lost her way.
my heart rly aches seeing ue like this
i wna you to be happy like the DARREN i first knew.
sorry to bring you so much sufferings.
I promise ill always be there for you!
Dear i really love you~