Wednesday, December 19, 2007 ♥
why is it that hard sometimes.
& whats love all about. Going ard hurting the person whom we love or being love by them.
Hatred whats all about.
Its rly scary about humans sometimes. They just change into a complete different person . Even worst than strangers.
Its pretty scary & really really am frightening.
Whereby the fact is you really dont want to lose them by you're sides. But still they slowly walk out of you're life.
No doubt , LOVE is all about looking at one thing.
& that is for them to be happy , smiling .
I alwaes says , love is not about beholding but for them to be happy .
Sometimes , i even doubt myself how come i would come up with this kinda of saying , yet i just simply can't do it onto DARREN.
But now thinking it thr. I was even so silly to go back to the first time meeting up with him.
Walk down the road where we alwaes take cab tgt.
Went to his condo outside & waited thinking mayb i could just catch a glance of him , i would be happy.
But none had ever happen?
Now i clearly understand, missing someone its just normal
& letting time make you get used to the pain , cause time dont heal. they just make you get used to it.
I'm still trying to adapt to the changes that had taken place.
But i can't denied , i'm still holding hopes that he might or maybe he will turn his back to my side):
which i knw chances are v low....
The first guy whom i cling on so much , i dont knw why.
Maybe thats why LOVE just can't be explain. Cause it all lies within deep down in the heart of ours.
Outsiders can never understand the pains , cries , hurts, we're going thr. Its seems to be pointless , naive , dumb & silly.
But thats just love . how much it can change a person into.
& when you rmber the times , the time with smiles , laughters . crying tgt and stuff.
& the most unforgettable time that i had.
Was time you hug and said 'iloveyoudarling' i really do.
Thats the only time ue did say this thou you seems to be drunk. But i did felt touched & rly glad.
Good things they dont last this is what you told me darren , i knw it dont last.
But at least , we could have treasured everything we had before it ended right?
Somehow you just never seems to understand that.
& you know i have never left. Cause i am that silly to be still waiting on.
i miss you & ill still be waiting for someday you might just come.
Darrentanjiankai, 我很想你):
`Ready for Q & A?
-Whats the most unforgettable thing that you guys did that till now you would still rmber thou you guys are no longer together?
-What would make you guys get into a r/s .
-Have you ever told the other party how you really felt?
-Do you guys communicate enough?
-Have you ever did something wrong & hide from them?
-Were you there for them when they needed you the most?
-When you were sick were the other party there for you?/ & were you there for the other party when they were sick?
-How much life trials you're have gone thr tgt so far?
-Whats the most worst argument/quarrelment you guys went real far?
-You guys fought before?
-Thought about the future and discuss about it ?
-A dream that both shares?
`Theres still so many whys ? so many so many questions that will never be ending):
Touched you're heart & really asked. How much this r/s rly worth.
All i knw , is if someone were to be ever true , no matter how hard someone comes by and try to poach you away i knw if theres true love the person wouldnt walked away.
& if she/he did. You would be silly to still hold on,
Cause thou true love maybe/mights exist they can overcome storms or whatever shits that comes in the way.
Am gna be home for the whole day. Skipped work again.
Uncle & auntie gna kill me for sure.
But i'm rly not in the mood for anything now but just want to see darren for the last time):
sighs.
i miss him alot.
the times we used to spend tgt ,
the day we got tgt, 061107
the first time you said lets be best friend instead 091107
but we pulled thr it.
the first time we took photo tgt 101107
the time we had the entire night to spend tgt just us alone which u bring across & for the first time you said.
221107
& ure b'day 031207 -didnt manage to meet you up , u were out with friends drinking & i was with friends too.
finally ,
met up up ard 5plus am (: outside ure house the first time ue tear-ed in front of me):
041207 the day when u hug & whispered to me 'darling , ive got something to tell you , i rly love you i rly rly love you'
the last time i seen you and the last time you kissed me 061207/071207
i miss you & i really do.
i still love you )):
the only time i could rmber & the most unforgettable was the time we spend the night tgt(: thks for everything! :(
& whats love all about. Going ard hurting the person whom we love or being love by them.
Hatred whats all about.
Its rly scary about humans sometimes. They just change into a complete different person . Even worst than strangers.
Its pretty scary & really really am frightening.
Whereby the fact is you really dont want to lose them by you're sides. But still they slowly walk out of you're life.
No doubt , LOVE is all about looking at one thing.
& that is for them to be happy , smiling .
I alwaes says , love is not about beholding but for them to be happy .
Sometimes , i even doubt myself how come i would come up with this kinda of saying , yet i just simply can't do it onto DARREN.
But now thinking it thr. I was even so silly to go back to the first time meeting up with him.
Walk down the road where we alwaes take cab tgt.
Went to his condo outside & waited thinking mayb i could just catch a glance of him , i would be happy.
But none had ever happen?
Now i clearly understand, missing someone its just normal
& letting time make you get used to the pain , cause time dont heal. they just make you get used to it.
I'm still trying to adapt to the changes that had taken place.
But i can't denied , i'm still holding hopes that he might or maybe he will turn his back to my side):
which i knw chances are v low....
The first guy whom i cling on so much , i dont knw why.
Maybe thats why LOVE just can't be explain. Cause it all lies within deep down in the heart of ours.
Outsiders can never understand the pains , cries , hurts, we're going thr. Its seems to be pointless , naive , dumb & silly.
But thats just love . how much it can change a person into.
& when you rmber the times , the time with smiles , laughters . crying tgt and stuff.
& the most unforgettable time that i had.
Was time you hug and said 'iloveyoudarling' i really do.
Thats the only time ue did say this thou you seems to be drunk. But i did felt touched & rly glad.
Good things they dont last this is what you told me darren , i knw it dont last.
But at least , we could have treasured everything we had before it ended right?
Somehow you just never seems to understand that.
& you know i have never left. Cause i am that silly to be still waiting on.
i miss you & ill still be waiting for someday you might just come.
Darrentanjiankai, 我很想你):
`Ready for Q & A?
-Whats the most unforgettable thing that you guys did that till now you would still rmber thou you guys are no longer together?
-What would make you guys get into a r/s .
-Have you ever told the other party how you really felt?
-Do you guys communicate enough?
-Have you ever did something wrong & hide from them?
-Were you there for them when they needed you the most?
-When you were sick were the other party there for you?/ & were you there for the other party when they were sick?
-How much life trials you're have gone thr tgt so far?
-Whats the most worst argument/quarrelment you guys went real far?
-You guys fought before?
-Thought about the future and discuss about it ?
-A dream that both shares?
`Theres still so many whys ? so many so many questions that will never be ending):
Touched you're heart & really asked. How much this r/s rly worth.
All i knw , is if someone were to be ever true , no matter how hard someone comes by and try to poach you away i knw if theres true love the person wouldnt walked away.
& if she/he did. You would be silly to still hold on,
Cause thou true love maybe/mights exist they can overcome storms or whatever shits that comes in the way.
Am gna be home for the whole day. Skipped work again.
Uncle & auntie gna kill me for sure.
But i'm rly not in the mood for anything now but just want to see darren for the last time):
sighs.
i miss him alot.
the times we used to spend tgt ,
the day we got tgt, 061107
the first time you said lets be best friend instead 091107
but we pulled thr it.
the first time we took photo tgt 101107
the time we had the entire night to spend tgt just us alone which u bring across & for the first time you said.
221107
& ure b'day 031207 -didnt manage to meet you up , u were out with friends drinking & i was with friends too.
finally ,
met up up ard 5plus am (: outside ure house the first time ue tear-ed in front of me):
041207 the day when u hug & whispered to me 'darling , ive got something to tell you , i rly love you i rly rly love you'
the last time i seen you and the last time you kissed me 061207/071207
i miss you & i really do.
i still love you )):
the only time i could rmber & the most unforgettable was the time we spend the night tgt(: thks for everything! :(
i glance thr the photos we took , & the time ive got the blames from friends that i bastard them for clubbing plans.
i didnt regret i didnt went cause at least , i did had a nice night with you alone talking and smiling.
the only thing was why i didnt take photo with you to keep as memories:(
sighs.
darren , have you found new love?
will you turn back?
i didnt regret i didnt went cause at least , i did had a nice night with you alone talking and smiling.
the only thing was why i didnt take photo with you to keep as memories:(
sighs.
darren , have you found new love?
will you turn back?
Yvonne ♥
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That's what everyone calls & when June7th falls
That's when I'll get older too:D
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I'll be leading a life that I want it to be
& I'll be looking things in other perspectives not too much of the negatives.
Living life stronger everyday.
I guess I've been pretty well grown up.
Learned pretty much in life
All the rights and wrongs
After all the pains that I've went through or perhaps given by others.
Its high time I'd have to be independent.
Basically, I'm sociable and of course friendly.
But do at times, I might be a little way off too crazy.
and I'm a little temperamental but I guess my endurance are kinda of high.
So I wouldn't blow my top easily(:
Big THANKS to those who have always been there for me
I can't be more than content to have all the loved ones around me
& I would want you guys know
I LOVE YOU ALL.
Thank you will never be enough for those who have been there whenever I needed your to be
Gonna be a big girl now and have to stop relying so so much on others
There's still much more to go through.
& as for the rest.
Find it out yourself(:
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