Deep within, My heartfelt feelings.
Didnt attend work today , slept damn late last night ard 2plus 3AM.
I've nothing to say much & i'm at my lowest point of time.
I cry easily , my mood goes down faster den it normally does.
I get affected at the simplest thing , i can't get back the smile i used to have.
& now its just seems , i can't do damn loads of thing.
Which i used to do so in the past.
I aint that girl , that everyone once knew. that strong as how your assumes. I've my fear, i've my darker side & i'm human , i've feelings too , i've my tears.
Everything seems so fake now, r/s , friendships? argh! i hate the way i'm leading life.
Jazlyn found this sentence somewhere in a email, its sounds true.
❤ Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.
Its lessons for us to go through , fallbacks for us to stand up strong , & mistakes to let us know whats right & wrong
the 2nd sentence is i ownself add de :x argh.
`I don’t know why, its just so hard to find
The answers to my whys.
Does being strong on the outside ,
Means that much.
& by holding to something that the outcome wouldn’t be nice,
is that silly,naive or even stupid.
Its not a crime to cry,
Its not wrong crying out at you're lowest point of time.
Whenever I am alone,
I’ll just tend to think ,
think of stuff i shouldn’t be doing.
`& when my tears they starts to fall,
I wish you were here right by my side.
Cause when I used to shed any single tears,
You’d be the one wiping it away for me.
I miss the time,
We both once spend.
The love we both once had,
Tell me boy, how can I forget
`I hold on so much & this is all i get in the outcome,
I'm not regretting that I’d love you once which i still do now.
But can't you just show a little appreciations?
Why can't those i cared for show me a little gratitude?
& not making me feel so used!
Does pride mean that much to you,
to admit things you don't want to face.
Why can't you just tell the truth ,
instead of making me going in circles & circles.
`Yea right ,
its just all my wishful thinking.
Cause you're never with me ,
its me whose holding hopes that will never happen.
& when i falls ,
its like i'm seeking sympathy
Looking so pathetic over a r/s that ive lost the battle to,
yet i'm here still finding clues if things might work it out.
The space that i'm having,
is losing its air in between.
`You're the strength i have been getting from ,
but now you're gone.
Everything that i do,
turns out to be so wrong.
There was nothing i can do,
but giving in to you all this time.
Thats all i can accommodate,
just to catch up with your pace.
`Somehow things turn out to be another way ,
You've walked too far away.
And i can't catch up ,
No matter how hard i tried to chase.
Its seems so hard , just for me,
to reach by your side & walked with you.
`I want the ending to be nice,
the ending to end it with you & i.
But i'm tired of running it alone,
& when your so right ahead from me.
& if you still feel the same like how i do,
boy , why don't you wait for me.
There's not much to blog also. Would update if there's anything(:
anw , early wishing:D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICHOLASNEOBOON!!!
YVONNE
That's what everyone calls & when June7th falls
That's when I'll get older too:D
-myFRIENDSTER (:
MSN; babygal_love88@hotmail.com
I'll be leading a life that I want it to be
& I'll be looking things in other perspectives not too much of the negatives.
Living life stronger everyday.
I guess I've been pretty well grown up.
Learned pretty much in life
All the rights and wrongs
After all the pains that I've went through or perhaps given by others.
Its high time I'd have to be independent.
Basically, I'm sociable and of course friendly.
But do at times, I might be a little way off too crazy.
and I'm a little temperamental but I guess my endurance are kinda of high.
So I wouldn't blow my top easily(:
Big THANKS to those who have always been there for me
I can't be more than content to have all the loved ones around me
& I would want you guys know
I LOVE YOU ALL.
Thank you will never be enough for those who have been there whenever I needed your to be
Gonna be a big girl now and have to stop relying so so much on others
There's still much more to go through.
& as for the rest.
Find it out yourself(:
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