Saturday, January 05, 2008 ♥
♥ 10:52 PM
Have you put in serious thoughts & think about it ?
Over at work now :D such a good girl huh? Actually coming to work on saturday (: ahah .
Jervon is being a nice guy tdy :D he accompany me to come down to work , but we cabbed down luhs.
Okays , i'm seriously wasting so much so much money . & i'm not spending what i earn , in fact i spend more den what i earn .
So i really have to learn , how to cope with my fiancial status ):
damnit shit , but i'll nvr learn my lesson .
Okay i'm spoiled. Cause i never really care like how much i spend , i'll just spend what i have & never learn to save .
Which now i've to learn luhs. if not i'll be real damnit shit dead! fcuk!~
:DD
Gonna knock off work at 1pm :D den heading down to woodlands to go & find khakis :D kks. finding ken . over at keong's place i think .
would give him a call ltr again (:
slept pretty late last night :x flu was doing me in . so i couldnt slp ):
& oh ya , kuokliang called like ytd earlier in the night ard 11plus ? i think .
& yeah , i asked about darren , & he took up hairstyling (: nice luhs. something i wanted to do in the past but didnt .
oh well , heard hes in Jeanyip or something if i'm not wrong .
all the best for you my dearest boy .
-How many true friends can one have. Sometimes i wonder those around me have they ever give a serious thoughts about being TRUE ?
i'm kinda of scared , & i'm losing trust .
-Oh well , i doubt i'm thinking too much or being sensitive but think about it its kinda of true.
Whose the one whose always there , no the one who always claimed they will be , but it always turned out to be someone else):
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you'll never & will nvr leave my heart even thou you had turned & walked away
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i kept silent all this while , & now i clearly understand loving someone & forgetting all that we had aint easy at all. Its not about how long they've been tgt but all down deep in the heart how much the other party is worth ): Its never easy to love someone , never easy to find someone to love you back the same . but its more hard & difficult to forget about everything & take it as thou nothing had took place.
You're the first & only guy whom i cling onto so much even thou we ended. & the first person i held onto so much .
i hope it will be a better day ahead for me
with no worries , no shedding of tears .
Just wanna it to pass smoothly .
for me & as well as him (:
`oh yeah , & i've yet to put up my NEW YEAR for the year of 2008 RESOLUTION Would be up soon . (: