Woke up this morning ard 8am (: took my towel & alr going to bathe , but tummy was fcuking aching like fcuking painful luhs. den went back to room . lied down & rest & i fell asleep thus i skipped work again :x LOLs Anw , talk on phone with junxian last night till like coming ard 2AM :D ahh.
den jazlyn darling called in this after ard 3plus 4pm? Chit chatted a little , been a while since we last chatted ahah. & maybe next wed would be meeting her up . HOHO. HAPPY!
Someone once told me to be strong,
To stand up tall, from where i fall.
Jervon went out for work liaos (: & will only be back in the early tml like 230AM? :D going to have dinner soon den maybe audi a little . & tummy's aching now so badly & headach is coming too):
i'm kinda of happy now, cos i manage to. i manage to make myself slowly forget you. but of course not as in forget you entirely as in the love we once had , i'll leave it as memories. i still miss you , but not as much as before. i make things clear to myself that now i guess we're only able to be friends cos i know you will never return back to my side. so there's no point holding on by myself , making myself feel the pain everyday , the tears i shed . whose going to care? Its meaningless to carry my life like that when i am suppose to carry on walking through. & like what i used to say. IF its meant to be Yours , it'll be , but IF it doesn't No matter how hard you try it'll never come to You i'll apply this onto myself for like this once. i'm trying hard & so i believe i can. Hopefully . -cross fingers.
-going to have dinner now as well as catch 'SHOU ZU 2' ahha -bye ppl. & thou i'm still in love with you but i'll try my best to leave you behind(: i hope things would go well for you boy. with loves & best wishes . & if you were to find someone thats come in the way, pls treat her nice:D darrentanjiankai , be sensible & grow up kays. misses-
Yvonne ♥
♥ The girl.
YVONNE
That's what everyone calls & when June7th falls
That's when I'll get older too:D
I'll be leading a life that I want it to be
& I'll be looking things in other perspectives not too much of the negatives.
Living life stronger everyday.
I guess I've been pretty well grown up.
Learned pretty much in life
All the rights and wrongs
After all the pains that I've went through or perhaps given by others.
Its high time I'd have to be independent.
Basically, I'm sociable and of course friendly.
But do at times, I might be a little way off too crazy.
and I'm a little temperamental but I guess my endurance are kinda of high.
So I wouldn't blow my top easily(:
Big THANKS to those who have always been there for me
I can't be more than content to have all the loved ones around me
& I would want you guys know
I LOVE YOU ALL.
Thank you will never be enough for those who have been there whenever I needed your to be
Gonna be a big girl now and have to stop relying so so much on others
There's still much more to go through.
& as for the rest.
Find it out yourself(: