Saturday, February 02, 2008 ♥
♥ 9:35 PM
Remain un-changed.
Am at work now on sat (: * clapclap:DD
Trying to be happy , trying to put on my smile.
But stil my mood is like ytd):
sighs.
ANWAYS , thanks JAZLYN for alwaes being there , somehow whenever i'm real down. You're alwaes the one being there.
I'm really thankful & really appreciate your care!
i'll try to sort thing out real fast before landing myself into dont knowwhat again. But i don't even know where am i suppose to start from.
Anyway , meet you up soon alrigh girl!~ i miss you!
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sighs.
I'll be in wdls , will give you a call!~
thanks!!!
After work here , going over to bishan , ex-boss got me to go over there to help her out again cos she not enough staff-.-
but its okay, hopefully will be able to see darren there maybe it will helps a lil in my mood:(
argh ,
Just what is wrong with me! fcuk!
Nothing much to update , will update again when i'm back home or what.
New year is coming , i've to get the new year mood , yet , no matter what i do , i'm still so moody! :(
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when your lips touch against mine ,
is something so divine.
-& ever since you left ,
i'm always looking back at time.
-My love remain unchanged,
its still the same.
-Come live in my heart ,
you don't have to pay a rent.
-All i want was you,
someone by my side to walk it through.
-You once said forever ,
i told you it means never.
-Good things doesn't last,
boy , thats what you always says.
-In life ,
friends were just part of the puzzle & Love were never forever.
-But why can't it just last a lil longer ?
you left footprints in my heart that no one can take away,
or being replaced.
-Now i'm lost ,
I admit i've lost my way,
Given directions , i don't know where i'm suppose to head.
-Life full of deceptions & doubts,
i'll slowly slowly find the way out.
the above is written by me YVONNESEE
COPYRIGHTED!
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UPdates @ 0445am
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Its suppose to be the 3rd by now :D
just returned home :D
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My mood is a little better den usual maybe due to my bloody reds thats why it affect a little worst to my mood BUT!- (: i'm a little happier i guess:D
thanks bestie for coming down to find me, really really appreciated!
& i'm sorry i had my doubts against you , thinking of things i shouldnt be.
Den , i pick myself up with courage , clarify things with you & be really trueful , thanks for not blaming me or hate.
But now since things have been cleared , i wouldnt have more doubts cause i know you mean what you say.
I've learn what true friendship means(:
Thanks best , for being understanding, & i'm truely sorry that for a moment , i felt that way.
Best , thanks!
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Was at bishan before that , was at compasspoint with cousin(:
didn't know why i went there too , went to 77th street , walked and i bought a top yet to collet,
den took a bus down to bishan with cousin & her friends:D
Somehow , i just feel , its fate thats twirling me around.
Passed by HIS place there , guess what ?
i saw him at the bus stop with two other friends
was glad , but at the same time , i don't know what was going throught my mind:D
I just hope i'll grow , and be the happy girl i used to know:x
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& when i felt your touch,
I thought this love it would last.
When you say those words,
i thought you meant it from youre heart.
& when you took your leave,
i thought i could just pretend & take it as nothing has happened.
Till now i realise ,
for a moment .
You was all i need,
Someone i want them to be there.
To wipe away the tears i shed,
to see the familiar face i always get to face.
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But things have changed, this time round,
Boy you've walked too far away.
I tried to chase,
towards your pace.
But somehow its just hard,
for me to reach.
It hurt so much ,
more then what i've expect.
I can't accept ,
that this the fact.
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Its the end ,
You've said your piece.
Coincidence or was it fate,
Twirling me around just like clown.
Deep right down ,
the feeling is really not enough.
I wanted your care , love , concern,
Not more than that.
I'll be content.
When i think of the past ,
I'm sorry , but i start to cry.
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You hate seeing me shedding tears,
but i can't hold on much anymore longer.
I'm not that strong girl ,
that you thought i was all along.
I've feeling , I too feel the pain,
But when will you understand,
That your the one whom make my life as one.
whatever i do ,
i'll still think of you
I've said once , i'm willing to go thr the suffer with you cause that what love they call?
cos boy , i said ILOVEYOU,
Till now , i still do.
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Oh Oh Oh....
No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire
Sooner or later I get what I'm asking for
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No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
The truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger I gotta let my spirit be free
To admit that I'm wrong and then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on and leave you behind
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I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realized nothings broken
No need to worry about everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back got a new direction
I loved you once needed protection
You're still a part of everything I doYou're on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattooI'll always have you (I'll always have you)
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Sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could stop
Admit that I'm wrong and then change my mind
Sorry but I've gotta be strong and leave you behind
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I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize nothings broken
No need to worry about everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back got a new direction
I loved you once needed protectionYou're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattooI'll always have you (I'll always have you
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If I live every moment
Won't change any moment
Still a part of me in you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of youMarks everything I do, oh
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I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize nothings broken (yeah)
No need to worry about everything
I've doneLive every second like it was my last one
Don't look back got a new direction (don't look back)
I loved you once needed protection (no, no)Y
ou're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
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I can't waste time so give it a moment (i can't waste time)
I realized nothings broken
No need to worry about everything I've done (no need to worry)
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back got a new direction (don't you ever look back)
I loved you once needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
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Going to slp soon. Real tired.
GOODNIGHTS ~