Saturday, February 02, 2008 ♥
why it hurts so much.
I'm at work now. Aint much in any mood for anything , i feel like crying.
):
i dont know whats wrong with me.
I've got so many things inside me , i dont know whats wrong with my feelings.
i don't know who i should turn to , i've got things to say . i've got things to share.
but i dont know what to do , i dont know who am i suppose to turn to.
i'm trying my best holding back my tears .
argh .
I don't know whats really wrong with me , i don't know why i'm feeling this way .
what am i suppose to do , where am i suppose to go .
`i can't hold on much longer , someone tell me what to do , i'm on the verge of crying. ):
-Here i'm holding back all my tears,
cos i know you hate seeing me cry.
I look back at time , on how we use to be,
on how we used to joke around.
With your arms around me,
i wished this would last.
I'm getting out of breath,
i'm losing air.
All i want ,
was just a lil care.
i have never felt this way ,
i'm getting scared.
Unrequited love ,
they were lost , when i've lost you.
Why do you alwayes put up a front ,
when deep down inside your not alright?
Was it that hard for you to share,
whats going through your mind.
Have you ever loved me once,
do i even have a place in your heart?
There were times when i regretted,
not telling you how i really feel.
& times when i said i hated you,
they are all untrue.
I just wanna know how you feel,
boy why can't you just be true.
You put me in fear ,
you know i'll tear.
Why dont you just make things clear?
I'm not okay, i'm not fine.
but as long as your alright,
i really dont mind.
I'm at work now. Aint much in any mood for anything , i feel like crying.
):
i dont know whats wrong with me.
I've got so many things inside me , i dont know whats wrong with my feelings.
i don't know who i should turn to , i've got things to say . i've got things to share.
but i dont know what to do , i dont know who am i suppose to turn to.
i'm trying my best holding back my tears .
argh .
I don't know whats really wrong with me , i don't know why i'm feeling this way .
what am i suppose to do , where am i suppose to go .
`i can't hold on much longer , someone tell me what to do , i'm on the verge of crying. ):
-Here i'm holding back all my tears,
cos i know you hate seeing me cry.
I look back at time , on how we use to be,
on how we used to joke around.
With your arms around me,
i wished this would last.
I'm getting out of breath,
i'm losing air.
All i want ,
was just a lil care.
i have never felt this way ,
i'm getting scared.
Unrequited love ,
they were lost , when i've lost you.
Why do you alwayes put up a front ,
when deep down inside your not alright?
Was it that hard for you to share,
whats going through your mind.
Have you ever loved me once,
do i even have a place in your heart?
There were times when i regretted,
not telling you how i really feel.
& times when i said i hated you,
they are all untrue.
I just wanna know how you feel,
boy why can't you just be true.
You put me in fear ,
you know i'll tear.
Why dont you just make things clear?
I'm not okay, i'm not fine.
but as long as your alright,
i really dont mind.
i'm not suppose to miss you ,
not suppose to be thinking things i shouldn't be.
In the end , i know , i'll never be able to start anew
unless the person its you.
its silly to hold onto ,
cos you will never be returning back to me.
All you left for me ,
was memories for my safekeeping.
For me to glance through ,
once in awhile when i start to think of you.
I'm a human ,
i have feelings too.
all that we had ,
boy how can i forget.
:(
whenever i decide to take a step back & forget you , its just something for me that i can't possibly do.
Yvonne ♥
♥ The girl.
YVONNE
That's what everyone calls & when June7th falls
That's when I'll get older too:D
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I'll be leading a life that I want it to be
& I'll be looking things in other perspectives not too much of the negatives.
Living life stronger everyday.
I guess I've been pretty well grown up.
Learned pretty much in life
All the rights and wrongs
After all the pains that I've went through or perhaps given by others.
Its high time I'd have to be independent.
Basically, I'm sociable and of course friendly.
But do at times, I might be a little way off too crazy.
and I'm a little temperamental but I guess my endurance are kinda of high.
So I wouldn't blow my top easily(:
Big THANKS to those who have always been there for me
I can't be more than content to have all the loved ones around me
& I would want you guys know
I LOVE YOU ALL.
Thank you will never be enough for those who have been there whenever I needed your to be
Gonna be a big girl now and have to stop relying so so much on others
There's still much more to go through.
& as for the rest.
Find it out yourself(:
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