Friday, March 14, 2008 ♥
♥ 1:49 AM
LOVE?
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(: Am at work now , been pouring real heavily for like don't know how long.
& its freaking cold:D
Freezing ~
Mum msg-ed me in the morning to remind me to go to work (:
i admit , i didn't wanna come till i receive her msg:D
I know i'm such a lazy bum :x But i'm so tired and its such a nice weather to sleep in can!
Okay , now i sound like i'm such a PIG:DD
LOL!
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HMM , thought of bringing baby gerald out tml just go walkwalk , den make him stay over for a night:D
Don't know whether able to pick him anot. Kinda of miss him , that cheeky boy(:
& till now , mummy still doesn't know when is the time and date returning back to s'pore.
LIke so long can , i'm so afraid mummy stand me up , last min tell me no ticket , i sure faint.
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Now i so wanna fly to overseas:)
-jumps around , & i realise i've got so much things to buy for people that i love & am close.
OMG. don't even know if there's enough to spend.
If everything's confirm ,
i'll be leaving in another 17days.
WHHEEEEHOOOO~~
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Chatted with jacky online:D
Going to go find games to play .
byes~
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-As far as i know , i didn't mean to get so close.
-I didn't mean to fall in love , with someone i know its hard to let go.
-I didn't mean to love you yet , yes i did.
-You didn't mean to love me back , i guess you did.
-The pain to endure & the heartbreak i have to face.
-The tears i've shed when we've our disputes & unagreements.
-& now when everything have to come to an end,
with no point of return to the first.
-I know there'll never be a second chance ,
for us to still be in love.
-It wasn't easy for me to just let go ,
cos it you , i love & wanna behold.
-During raining days , i'll just start to cry.
-You don't see my tears , cos i know you hate to see me cry.
-I'm just putting up a strong front , so i'm able to be there when you need me to be.
`i still believe , a love that's strong , its still can go on.
`The pictures shows it all , how much you mean to me.
`If you can see , if we could be together , forever ,
or even as long as possible.
`The light , is slowly losing it bright ,
why don't we try .
`Take a chance , let us see ,
if we're meant to be.
`At least , we tried , there'll never be regrets.
`I admit , i'm afraid to lose your sight,
I don't wanna walk down this journy without you by my side.
`For now , all i can do ,
wishing you would turn your back and take a second look.
`Look into my eyes , & you'll know how much you really mean ,
how i wish you would say , you miss me too when i say this to you.
`For you , i'm willing to do & care,
even if they say its not worth .
`You're the one i still love.
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Bro , i know how you feel, thou everytime you says you don't wanna care no more,
but i know you still care alot.
Caring for someone you still love its no crime , but you really have to think if its worth the while ?
You know best whats there for you , You should know whose true.
Things might not turn out the way you wanna it to be , nothing ever goes smoothly in life.
Through lesson we learn , & as for you & i , i believe we're the same.
You've to be strong & stand up tall from where you fall.
Its hard to pretend you're fine when you ain't at all.
I'm always there , you know where to get me when you need me there.
There's no need to say thanks .
What are friends for? & i'm happy to be there as a listening ear.
As long as you're happy , & you think its right for yourself.
I'll be right behind you
E.K -You should know what best & think about it:D
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i'd just want you to know , how much i care & still love you like how i use to do.
Upsoken words still hurts the most.
& i hate myself for i still love you:(
kai , i miss you