Saturday, May 10, 2008 ♥
♥ 5:08 AM
I don't know how.Back home , have to catch real loads of sleep!Catch SpeedRacer.Overall , quite a nice show(:aaron , nic , zhiwei , teng ,ben came down shortly . Am going to sleep real sooN!Dark eye rings! Have to slp slp slp:DSorry if you think i'm not helping , but what i've said , didn't meant what you thought it was.Maybe , i'm total useless in helping even as a friend.All i can say is i'm sorry.I choose not to believe , because i still have my trust in you.Yes, maybe at certain times words twirl me around making my mind in a whirl , in confusion.But truth would still lies and surface one day.I'm not pin-pointing or directly saying anyone.Is just that maybe like what others says , I ain't a good friend , ain't a better helper , maybe perhaps i should just step aside and leave things as what they are.I can't cause i treat ____ as friend.Sometimes , i don't know what _________ think . But it doesn't matter.What goes around comes around , to me .Once a friend , will always be a friend.Maybe yes , i ain't putting enough , ain't giving much.Sorry is all that i can say , thou its much of help.Usless , maybe.But i'm not going throught thing as smoothly as what others think.For all that were once , all that we went through , it would be a pity if everything comes to an end.Over issues we find solutions to sort it out in the best way , clear the path so we still can walk through the road.This time round , i find it so hard , really hard.If only , tears could just make me forget about everything , drunk could clear the troubles.____ take away the pain.all of this is only for that period of time , & once i'm awake once again , its back to squareone.Nothing would help to go through the things i'm going , things ain't going smoothly as what others think.I'm not leading my life like what i'm happy with.Useless , hopeless maybe yes i amI just hope everything comes to an end real soon.& friends walk out of your life , none stays in forever &&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&
I'm really tired, i'm really tired.wanna cry it out , but my tears just seems to dry up. nothing seems t be going right. sighs):