Friday, May 30, 2008 ♥
Just reached home , bathed finished already.
Bestie dropped me off den headed home(: thks bestie!
Had lunch with her , her treat again.
THKS ALOT BEST!
Today's john's last day.
Went down with the guys , & eric and gang.
Met up best there.
Alot attended.
It was damn sad ):
sighs.
Went pray respect to john for the last time saw him for the last time too,
held back my tears damn badly.
Brothergene didn't wanted to go for the cremantion as he'll feel really sad.
But most of us wanted to go, so everyone went.
sighs.
Walked down the road , sent him off for the last journey,
den went up the bus to the cremation place over at mandai.
On the bus , many things kept going through my mind.
i just miss him alot.
the way he walk ,
the way he talk ,
the way he do everything.
sighs):
Reached , went in sit for the last ritual):
bow for the last last time.
went to the burning there.
Many cried badly , when the coffin pushed in.
I tried really hard holding back my tears , but i can't .
i broke down.
Many did.
):
everyone teared badly.
Shouted john's name and everything.
My heart suddenly ach alot.
I miss the time we hang out tgt.
I miss the nights we used to be out.
I miss the time when he crack jokes.
I miss the time seeing everyone playing happily.
I miss the time when he used to disturb me.
I miss the time when seeing him with that smile of his.
I just miss him darn fcuking loads.
At that point of time , i know he's really gone for good.
He'll never ever ever return back to us.
Its not a dream and he wouldn't be back.
HE had left for far far away place.
I just pray he will do better there.
He'll live a better live and lead more happily there.
sighs.
kept telling bestie , could all this be a dream. D:
sighs.
but i know i'm just deceiving myself.
Cos its reailty .
John , pls do well in the other world , pls take good care , lead your life there a happier one , i pray that angels would be with you whereever you go, and you'll be happy.
John , we miss you alot , but pls take really good care of yourself.
For you will always remained in our hearts & we'll never forget you.
Now back home , going to rest a little , but its hard , cos i'll just keep tossing and turing , sighs.
but i've to catch some slp.
nothing much to blog.
byes.
Yvonne ♥
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YVONNE
That's what everyone calls & when June7th falls
That's when I'll get older too:D
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I'll be leading a life that I want it to be
& I'll be looking things in other perspectives not too much of the negatives.
Living life stronger everyday.
I guess I've been pretty well grown up.
Learned pretty much in life
All the rights and wrongs
After all the pains that I've went through or perhaps given by others.
Its high time I'd have to be independent.
Basically, I'm sociable and of course friendly.
But do at times, I might be a little way off too crazy.
and I'm a little temperamental but I guess my endurance are kinda of high.
So I wouldn't blow my top easily(:
Big THANKS to those who have always been there for me
I can't be more than content to have all the loved ones around me
& I would want you guys know
I LOVE YOU ALL.
Thank you will never be enough for those who have been there whenever I needed your to be
Gonna be a big girl now and have to stop relying so so much on others
There's still much more to go through.
& as for the rest.
Find it out yourself(:
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