Wednesday, May 28, 2008 ♥
♥ 12:53 PM
we miss you! :(
Just reached work not long ago.
Didn't came to work yesterday as auntie didn't wanted me to come.there goes my one day pay again.sighs.
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i miss john alot.
while walking in to work today , kept shedding tears.
images of him , when we were hanging out tgt kept appearing:(John , pls take good care in the other world , we miss you alot , those times we've spent together.Thanks for always being the joker, you've made our life a happy one.Those memories we've made together , would always be remembered by all of us.Take really good care in the other world , & i prayed that the angles will be there to guide you through.
wemissyou!
Till now , i'm still trying to adapt the truth that he's gone.
the first to left us.can't imagine.sighs.was together with esmond , gary , jingren , jervon yesterday .over at 515.Bestie , eugene left early for home.the rest of us slack there.gary left after that.
Jingren , Esmond , Jervon & me .sat at coffee shop. kept thinking about john stuff.sighs.its so hard really hard to accept the truth.I just hope that its just a dream everyone's going through , and that everyone part of this is not true.But its not.argh.:(
Its raining now , heavily.
sighs.Make my mood even more moody & down.Ain't in the mood for anything.:(
-John , would you return back to us.i really miss you.
-I'll always rmber the times when we slack tgt, the smile and laughters & everything we did tgt.

those time you've spent with the guys , they will remembered you dearly.
those happy times you've spent with all of us.
it will always be deep down in our heart.
those happy times , they'll NEVER NEVER be FORGOTTEN!

John , remember RoseWood , the guys the'll always remember.
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Cherished every single love one you have now , don't ever even take them for granted. .. Could all of these be a dream & tell of us that is untruethat when we're awake from our sleep again , he would be there.For all the times we've spent , the memories we have had , will always remained deep down in our hearts.We've enjoyed , played , create happy moments with you in our lives.You've make it a happy one with you inside. .. & when i see you lying inside , i believe , all of us held back our tears,the one who always jokes whenever we hang out together , is gone forever , Can all of this be un-true.Tell us , that you would return back & be with us again:(I don't wanna see you leave us forever.Its really just too sudden , really too fast.we haven had enough of fun , & we really miss you badly now. .. Those time we've spent , its more precious den any memorie now.for you've been ONE , that make our life different.A friend , who have always been the one looking at the bright side thou things , doesn't really seems right.those nights , we hang out , laughing out hearts out together.Christmas , seeing the fireworks together.would never be changed , will always remain a part in our life. .. I don't wanna say goodbye to you fishyJohn , i don't wanna hear any of this that its true.We are still trying to adapt that everything is true.cause its just too sudden , you would be the first , to leave us .to be gone forever among us.Can you not leave us.Stay with us a little longer. .. But if all of this is fate , den i hope you no longer have to suffer in the other world.For when you have live , life ain't that good for you.& angels now i asked of you , pls guide him through ,lead him our of paths and take good care of our friend. .. God , ain't you being fair , took him away , un-expectly , he hasn't even start life of his own .don't you think its too early , to take him away from us.why must it happen to him?its really unfair.god , bring him back to us will you.we don't wanna see him go.Maybe he've suffered way too much for a child thats why you have took him away for a better place.& now he's gone , & if its really true , that you have make life a better one for him den , now God we asked of you.Pls let him live a better life up there, take good care of him , don't let him go through all those sufferings again. ---- John , you've left footprints in us , we'll rmber it forever.& you'll always stay in our heart as one.You may have been gone , but your sprit still lives within us.& we'll never ever forget you.Cause you have made sparks in our lives.Brother , rest in peace , promise us you will take good care & live a better life in the other world. .. For you will always be remember & missed by every single one of us.& if there's a chance , we would still wanna be FRIEND with you in our next life!