Thursday, June 05, 2008 ♥
Am over at cousin's place now:D
Came over to took the camara charger as i need it tml(:
the house not done well , but its kinda of big:DD
Anyway , went down to take my pay today.
------- gave attitude but didn't care , just ignored.
cos it doesn't bother me at all.
Anyway , ------ always say , with or w/o me they still can ma.
So no one is indespensible.
Oh well , Mood ain't good , really ain't that good.
just go up and down .
hate this feeling.
take it away would you?
I don't have the assurance , i don't have the security ,
well perhaps , perhaps , maybe one day when i'm gone for good like the others.
den they will realise my presence ?
Ain't given any chance , cos i'm given guilty upon the charge.
No explaination , no say , no nothing ,
and given the sentence , just because of what others had said .
Well , so be it , i've to be strong ,
thou i've fall , it will take some time for me to get back onto the floor.
Little cousin is sitting on my lap now while i'm typing :D
she gave a lil pat and a hug. thanks sweetheart , it helps alot.
I miss her , well , been a while since i last saw the both of them .
& i promise i'll make time to visit you little girl , cos i'm just a few blocks away:DD
Its still hurts alot.
but i've to hold back my tears.
i'm not going to let them fall.
because , i don't want any pity .
No doubt , the pain is just so painful to make you numb & can't feel the other pains.
Would you be a little understanding ?
& show me that you do care?
Thanks alot huh , for my birthday present , the biggest i received from family.
is SHIT , thanks alot!
-The only time , i felt your love for such a long long while ,
is the time , when we both were alone in a far far place.
& every morning , when we're both awake , you would gently give me a kiss.
& thats when i felt , i'm one of your flesh.
It didn't make me feel little but really love.
I thank you for the wonderful trip , its was a fruitful one ,
can't stop telling my friends about it , about the treatment you gave.
But now , when things have come to a naught , fingers all pointing towards me .
expressing myself in a corner , i'm not even allowed.
I don't blame god for landing myself , for living in this world.
But i just want to feel the care from you .
I tear because i cry , it hurts me alot for me to use those hurting , un-wanted words on you.
I apologise , not because is my fault , but its because i care , i don't wanna lose you and i do everything ,
every single stuff , its all being judge ,
you think i like this kinda of treatment ,
don't even judge me when you're not even clear of the situation.
Do you know its hurts , it pains?
Give me a chance again , i'll still wanna be your --------,
I'm S-O-R-R-Y for not being a Good ------- in this life of mine , not being fulfil to you and doing my part as a -------- ,
I've been trying hard to be one , but you just can't seems to see anything that i've try to let it be done.
S-O-R-R-Y is all that i can say , cos i know no matter what i say , nothing is going to help.
The bond between us is just not close enough):
ILOVEYOU---
Another 1day more(:
to my big day , in fact i'm looking really forward to this day , but somehow many stuff made my mood went down really down , ):
sighs.
But i'll be the happiest girl , on that day itself , cos i still have some who loves me to be there with me:D
Yvonne ♥
♥ The girl.
YVONNE
That's what everyone calls & when June7th falls
That's when I'll get older too:D
-myFRIENDSTER (:
MSN; babygal_love88@hotmail.com
I'll be leading a life that I want it to be
& I'll be looking things in other perspectives not too much of the negatives.
Living life stronger everyday.
I guess I've been pretty well grown up.
Learned pretty much in life
All the rights and wrongs
After all the pains that I've went through or perhaps given by others.
Its high time I'd have to be independent.
Basically, I'm sociable and of course friendly.
But do at times, I might be a little way off too crazy.
and I'm a little temperamental but I guess my endurance are kinda of high.
So I wouldn't blow my top easily(:
Big THANKS to those who have always been there for me
I can't be more than content to have all the loved ones around me
& I would want you guys know
I LOVE YOU ALL.
Thank you will never be enough for those who have been there whenever I needed your to be
Gonna be a big girl now and have to stop relying so so much on others
There's still much more to go through.
& as for the rest.
Find it out yourself(:
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