Saturday, July 26, 2008 ♥
♥ 12:47 AM
BadDayOkays):so for today , it was supposely to be my off day.Supposely to be nice and good right?Didn't turn-d out the way it should be.Cos early in the morning my mood got totally turn-d off!TOTALLY.sighs.But oh well , its always like that.So whatever. I've got over it.:DThen woke up real early . :xAin't able to fall aslp after that luhs.Piss-d !:(Woke up msg-d xinyu.met her den off we went:Dhaas.Happy:DDDDDDDDDD-GRINS~Left den head-d home(:msg-d dearestJazlyn.Reach-d home rest-d slack:Dhaas.den weiteng call-d met her up over at cwpden down to jazlyn house.Overall nothing much today.Met up kaihong and alvin too.but was really too tired.Ain't in the mood to do anything.ImissBrothers!ImissSisters!ImissFriends!--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------For some reason , perhaps it was my intution that i knew something wrong was going on.Yet i'm truely sorry , i didn't found out earlier.As a part of friend , i feel so so useless ! ):Because you have Always been there for me but this time round till the very end , den i found out what went wrong.Firstly , I'm sorry girl .that i didn't knew anything and that i knew it at the very last):Sighs.I held back my tears not letting you to see it fall.It hurt real darn badly when you told me everything.My heart just feel the pinch-d out of nowherejust like a knife stab really hard through my heartthou i'm not the one facing the situation.But i know , it hard it un-bearable , its painful!i'm really sorry girl.but let me play my part as a friend.To lend you a shoulder , a ear as a listener.you've always play a part as yours.give me a chance let it be mine now will you?i promise , i'll always be there.* I WILL! TRUST ME!this it going to be between the both of us.i promise.i just wanna post this out.to let you know i do care.and i'm really really worried.sighs.sighs.yea , & i'm tearing the tears that i didn't tear just now.broke my heart the look on your face when you told me all those stuff.sighs.i wish-d i were to be of some help .if there's anything , that i'm of help of .Pls approach me will you.Be it whatever it is , i'll do my very BEST to give it all.Girl be strong , cos you still have me !& i'm just 8 digits nearby , One call from you i'll arrive-d i promise.Be strong for yourself , for ------- & also for ----------:Dsmile! There'll be a better head ahead for you!i believe.......................................................................................................................................................yeah , for a friend for the short lil post above.Girl i believe you can do it de.So keep it up & be strong !sighs.for the details there'll not be any hint or like lil thing about it.I don't know whom i can turn-d to , to say .Because i've promise-d to keep it as a secret.All i can do , is to type out how i feel just now.thou i'm tearing now.but i really feel useless.Not being able to help her.):not being able to be there when she need-d someone at her lowest point.when vice-versa she's always been there.baby's wondering why am i crying now):sighs.but i don't know what should i say .i don't know how.)):the only way to express my feeling is to type out all this shit.argh.why does it always happens this way .It doesn't pay good for the kindis it really true?But god now i sincerely ask-d of you.would be let her get over this hurdle and turn-d everything back to normal.let her worry no more , let her lead a happy life better den before den ever?For god now i ask-d of you.You've said you will never forsaken us so would you grant me this prayer?Whether anot if you would.But still , i thank-d you for this answered pray.---Girl , be S-T-R-O-N-G!