Wednesday, July 02, 2008 ♥
yea , its 0235AM
& i'm still awake.
There's work tml , afternoon shift , but i just can't get to sleep.
:(
I'm sick , yes , feeling darn unwell , but i guess it not because of this thats why i'm feeling this way):
sighs.
Off day today , & guess what !
spend my day almost whole of it at home.
Rotting like ......................... thinking through alot of things......................................................................................................
Then , i really can't take it anymore.
Jervon left shortly after he came back.
Left straight after his bath.
Cause he's meet up the guys and down to chalet for some reason.
So i didn't tag along.
Called up kaihong to meet him.
Just couldn't stand to be home.
Instead of thinking so much , i rather get out and get some fresh air.
& of course seeing him , i do smile.
Poured out some of my problems i'm facing , as usual he just hear me out.
T-H-A-N-K-S !
Left cwp around 11plus.
headed home
& now , i'm having such sucky feelings.
argh .
I hate this kinda of feeling
Its just so irritating and so infuriating.
darn!
Nevertheless , i'm trying to hold back my tears but it just doesn't work it out.
I so wanna S-H-O-U-T it out.
Used to have someone to share my burden with as in someone whom i trusted to talk with.
But now , things ain't doing fine between the both of us.
No longer the same as before.
Perhaps , we are not cut out to be together as -------
thats why we are facing this situation right now.
Maybe i've put you way too close to heart , thats why , no matter how brave front i try to put on its still do hurts a little inside.
D-A-R-N , F-U-C-K!
Can this feeling just like disappear and don't come back.
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i need a break
stop pressuring me
give me some air to breathe
give me some time to think
i could hardly see where i'm heading
i'm feeling so lost and helpless
facing all this shit its not because of myself
because of some other reason which i can only bottle it up myself
i can't take this shits anymore
I- N-E-E-D - A - B-R-E-A-K
:(
Yvonne ♥
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YVONNE
That's what everyone calls & when June7th falls
That's when I'll get older too:D
-myFRIENDSTER (:
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I'll be leading a life that I want it to be
& I'll be looking things in other perspectives not too much of the negatives.
Living life stronger everyday.
I guess I've been pretty well grown up.
Learned pretty much in life
All the rights and wrongs
After all the pains that I've went through or perhaps given by others.
Its high time I'd have to be independent.
Basically, I'm sociable and of course friendly.
But do at times, I might be a little way off too crazy.
and I'm a little temperamental but I guess my endurance are kinda of high.
So I wouldn't blow my top easily(:
Big THANKS to those who have always been there for me
I can't be more than content to have all the loved ones around me
& I would want you guys know
I LOVE YOU ALL.
Thank you will never be enough for those who have been there whenever I needed your to be
Gonna be a big girl now and have to stop relying so so much on others
There's still much more to go through.
& as for the rest.
Find it out yourself(:
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