Wednesday, August 27, 2008 ♥
♥ 12:48 PM
as the music playS
MY HEART DOESN'T FEEL AT PLACE.
I DON'T FEEL GOOD:(
MY HEART FEELS SO PAINFUL.
:(
I'M TEARING ONCE AGAIN IN SILENTLY
SIGHS! SIGHS:\I'M NOT FEELING GOOD.REALLY NOT GOOD.MY TEARS , I CAN'T CONTROL.GET BACK TO ME SOON WILL YOU ?I MISS YOU TERRIBLY):..THINGS NOT GOING TOO SMOOTH AT WORK.PLENTY OF THINGS STARTING TO SURFACE.AND I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FACE.SIGHS.SMILING NOT WITHIN MYSELF.& I'VE TO FORCE IT OUT.I DON'T LIKE.I REALLY DON'T LIKE:(SIGHS.
Just tell me , thats its not going to work-d.that i'm just trying to be a silly girl.Holding on would brings nothing in the end.tell me , don't just lead me on.i don't wanna fall again.i really don't want.i rather you tell me striaght straight in the face , thou i really don't wanna hear.but at the very least , i know there's no chance.i don't wanna think too far.i don't wanna deceive myself.i don't wanna liebut i don't wanna face another shit.i've attempt , to let go.i can't.i don't bear to .i know its not going to work-d it out for both of us.but can you just tell me .i don't have the courage to ask-dpls take the initative instead ?