Sunday, August 31, 2008 ♥
但我还选着做那傻瓜
sighs.
如果我能假装我并不爱你就好,
如果眼泪可以让我不在想,在爱你 , 我原给它溜
i don't wanna think of you ,
i don't wanna love you ,
i don't wanna miss you ,
i don't even wanna see you.
but you just keep recccuring in my mind ,
all of those times we've spend tgt ,
keep coming back to remind , that my heart still have you.
):
& now come to think of it , i really prefer the last time you , i really really do.
i wanna withdraw myself from contacting you ,
i wanna stop myself from wanting to see you ,
i wanna stop myself msging you .
but my heart don't listens anymore.
i'm not looking for a future or even to say a r/s started with you.
i just wanna get back that kinda of r/s we use-d to have before.
if tears can make me forget you & that nothing have ever took place before ,
i would gladly do.
cos its hurting very badly ,
you know whenever you mention it seriously pains my heart.
but why must you still do ?
you're not worth my tears , thats what everyone says.
because perhaps , you were just toying , and i do agree because you wasn't like this in the first place.
):
but now everything now have change-d
& i guess , Present Yvonne is going to change back to the Old Yvonne .
Perhaps , i'll be happier in that way ,
i'm might not cry that often ,
i'll not be worrying so much more ,
will not think too far ahead too.
i wanna get drunk for at this moment ,
forget about everyone that exist in this world even myself .
and that , the moment of time ,
i would be immune to feelings , would be immune to every single little thing.
i just wanna be the cheerful girl the happy& got lucky yvonne ,
not like now .
Yvonne , i'm missing you :(
i've been so used to pains ,
hurts , and i'm always loving the wrong guy at the wrong time.
Not my life.
sighs.
i'm missing you now , want to see you , but i don't wanna fall any deeper.
Yvonne ♥
♥ The girl.
YVONNE
That's what everyone calls & when June7th falls
That's when I'll get older too:D
-myFRIENDSTER (:
MSN; babygal_love88@hotmail.com
I'll be leading a life that I want it to be
& I'll be looking things in other perspectives not too much of the negatives.
Living life stronger everyday.
I guess I've been pretty well grown up.
Learned pretty much in life
All the rights and wrongs
After all the pains that I've went through or perhaps given by others.
Its high time I'd have to be independent.
Basically, I'm sociable and of course friendly.
But do at times, I might be a little way off too crazy.
and I'm a little temperamental but I guess my endurance are kinda of high.
So I wouldn't blow my top easily(:
Big THANKS to those who have always been there for me
I can't be more than content to have all the loved ones around me
& I would want you guys know
I LOVE YOU ALL.
Thank you will never be enough for those who have been there whenever I needed your to be
Gonna be a big girl now and have to stop relying so so much on others
There's still much more to go through.
& as for the rest.
Find it out yourself(:
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