Sunday, August 24, 2008 ♥
♥ 12:43 AM
d i s m e n t e d
if i could walk-d a journey ,
just without lies.
if i could complete it ,
with a smile that ends.
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if only life could ,
be nice and simple .
if only there would be ,
no tears that i have to shed.
wouldn't it be nice
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if i should to be make a choice ,
i would choose to pause the time .to back to somewhere where i miss the most & my happiest time in life
if i should to be given a chance ,
i would never look back in my past .
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if i can ,
i rather be a child and never grow up.
if i can ,
i would wanna have wings and fly up high.
get to somewhere where there's only happiness
& not pains
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i could only decieve myself ,
in life , there's aint anything fair.
Not many would care ,
they rather just stare.
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can i say ,
i don't wish-d to stay any longer.
can i take ,
the memories and leave silently. --Someday , when i'm un-reachable ,
when i'm totally numbless.
Perhaps , i may be gone ,
no longer the yvonne that she use-d to be.
i'm sorry .--day awake , nights falls.The world is moving , yet i'm still staying still at where i am at.--the pains , are just like my shadows that never leavesthere's still so many things un-finished , yet i'm lying motionlessly.--i've so many things to say .so many things to do .so many things to be finished.so much more for me to clear up my feelingsand sort it back to piece.--i need a shoulder to lean ,i need someone to hear my screams.i need someone to tell me whats right and whats wrong.i need someone to pull me back to track .i just need someone when i'm down .i just want someone wipe my tears.---- daddy i miss youi miss my family:(i miss mummy i miss my sisteri miss my brotheri miss my cousini miss my friendsi miss brothersi miss you