Tuesday, August 05, 2008 ♥
♥ 12:38 AM
Fall for youI'm home.Work so just pretty well not much of things and stuff.Sighs.Been having thoughts of whether should i change my job seems to be so fcuing stress!):Something un-pleasant happen too.Hope things will turn-d out for the better for the both of them.sighs.Oh , met up kaihong for lunch today:)had lunch tgt with him.& i had two time of bubbleTea drinks.OH MAN!thats so so so bad!argh.Seems to be so no LIFE nowadayswork work , other den work , its still work.Hearing songs ,so many thoughts running around my mind.there's really damn loads of things.yea , and i hate totally hate this kinda of feeling.argh .work's not well , ------ not good !argh so many many .Have you ever thought how much i've put in ?How much i've tolerate ?How much i've tear-d Of all so many things , i'm not too sure if you really did did itBut why of all , you must do something like this?i can't help but it just keep reoccuring ):i so so so wanna talk to you! i really do .But i don't know how to start ?teach me ?perhaps , its just a test for me to choose , to see how much i've in trust in you.i do have , is just that whatever i hears are just so true.and the things you do , the things taht you've promise-d you never never fulfiled ?Of all the friend , you two meant the most to me .----but of course not forgetting the othersbut the two of you are the ones i worried most!is just like a part of my family .the ones that i'll give my best in everything , to be there for you at your lowest point of time.but things just keeps turning out in the wrong way .i hope i didn't put my trust in the wrong person .-for all that i've pray-d , i pray-d for peace to you two.for everything that we are all going through , i pray-d for all this to end as soon .Let us all to get over this hurdle , and things to turn-d back to the same to the better and more smooth .*Of all , why did i've to met you two , maybe perhaps thats what we call destiny or fate.things change for the better for me , but many to let me face too.but i never regret having to know you too .was the great gift from god because i know , if i were to fall ever a day .Maybe you two would be there for me .Girls , cheer up , & we will catch up soon!