Tuesday, August 19, 2008 ♥
SO MANY MANY UN-WANTED THINGS HAPPEN YESTERDAY!
not going to pin-point whose fault is it gonna be or whatsoever.
cos he's a friend thats worth to be with.
(:
& i know , you care thats why you will be so anxious.
someting bad happen to brother & jervon too.
As for brother it was eugene , brought him down to Tan tock seng for his stitches.
cos he fell while running.
Brother hope you feeling better now ,
it hurts all of us to see you bleed .
moreover , we are more like family den friend now.
reach wdls back at 3plus.
den home at 4plusAM
den lights off around 5plus 6 AM
& work today !
i'm at work now.
ohoh ,
and as for yesterday programme , i met up boonkiat boonhoe , alvin , aaron.
went for movie again!
haas.
Meet dave.
didn't really laugh ain't in the mood thinking of so much more other things):
sighs.
how i wish-d i had someone to talk to now of how i feel .
thou i find myself going through all those silly thoughts again!
)):
there'd be any chances i guess
i'm might i think , would be thinking way too much.
don't treat me way too nice , cos my mind will run wild instead ,
thinking of things i shouldn't be thinking about , and getting myself hurt all over again.
from the start , i didn't meant to fall so deep ,
but everytime your concern perhaps i've got it wrong ,
look at it in a different view of yours , thinking you would be thinking the same as me.
But now , i guess , ain't this way.
i'd wanna draw a distance , but i can't bear.
because it seems , that the very day we spend tgt would always be the last .
4mths , and i think everythin will be over.
sighs.
i should instead wake up now and stop sinking deeper.
but i can't , i really can't
♡its more than what i've expected to be♡-------------------------------------
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wasn't in much mood today.
i cried.
i felt kinda of useless
cos i was like a child that has lost her way.
i couldn't held back my tears at work neither my temper):
.
i don't have the courage to say it out
because i know it wouldn't makes any difference.
i've been thinking most of the negative stuff.
perhaps thats what you call girl intuition
cos i know by saying out or not would differ a thing at all
why must i always ----- at the wrong time
---- the wrong __?
it hurts badly this time round.
i so wna turn-d back to my shelter of where i use to find.
-----!
but i know , i shouldn't because thats not good .
its silly .
but thats when i can find an excuse to run away from reailty .
i don't know whom i can turn-d to , to say all that i'm feeling
its hurting terribly)):
.
its so much more difficult to face.
i know there're still some out there for me .
but i don't know what to say
i don't know how to express my feelings.
perhaps in words i find it easier.
perhaps.
.
Don't treat me way too nice
maybe thats your style
but i'm a girl that can be easily satisfied.
& i'm sinking deeper.
i miss you alot.
if i knew things would come to this point ,
i would rather you don't treat me nice.
it hurts , but at least.
i don't have to go through heartbreak all over again):
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this time round i don't even know how to face
i tried deceiving myself.
tried to think in a different way ,
but thats not what my hearts telling me to do ,
its not listening ,
but i know .
i shouldn't be.
i'm really trying my very best.
it ain't playing thing this time.
& i'll always rmber the times.
3mths more.
everything will be over.
i'll wait.
i will do.
and what i've promise-d will be done.
my words stands.
.
things might not be what i want in the end.
but its alright.
as long as you're happy , i'll be.
.
.
.
.
this time round , i don't even know how to face myself.
not to say about you.
i don't have the courage ,
& instead i'm having plenty of fears.
thoughts of whats going to happen , ends up with tears.
i'm afraid , i'm really scared!
i should be more den content ,
at the very least , from all that i know now ,
you're not like the others.
and i shouldn't ask-d for more.
i've lost my way again , which has been a long time since i did it.
sighs.
i'm trying to pace out a path so that none gets hurts.
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Hanging in the air , out of nowhere
i wanna keep on this smile of mine ,
i don't wanna take back the old path ,
thinking stupid things to do to run away from reailty.
♡Cause of every single thing):
Yvonne ♥
♥ The girl.
YVONNE
That's what everyone calls & when June7th falls
That's when I'll get older too:D
-myFRIENDSTER (:
MSN; babygal_love88@hotmail.com
I'll be leading a life that I want it to be
& I'll be looking things in other perspectives not too much of the negatives.
Living life stronger everyday.
I guess I've been pretty well grown up.
Learned pretty much in life
All the rights and wrongs
After all the pains that I've went through or perhaps given by others.
Its high time I'd have to be independent.
Basically, I'm sociable and of course friendly.
But do at times, I might be a little way off too crazy.
and I'm a little temperamental but I guess my endurance are kinda of high.
So I wouldn't blow my top easily(:
Big THANKS to those who have always been there for me
I can't be more than content to have all the loved ones around me
& I would want you guys know
I LOVE YOU ALL.
Thank you will never be enough for those who have been there whenever I needed your to be
Gonna be a big girl now and have to stop relying so so much on others
There's still much more to go through.
& as for the rest.
Find it out yourself(:
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