Tuesday, August 26, 2008 ♥
i'm really afraid , i'm really scared.
i'm just feeling in such a dilemia ):
i'm furious , i'm angry ,
but i can't bring myself to let it go.
i can't hold back my tears ,
i feel such a loser.
for always shedding tears , at the simplest thing.
Failures & falls , are just parts & parcel of life.
But i don't seems to be getting it into my mind nowadays.
:(
i don't like this feeling i'm facing ,
i'm having ,
i seriously detest it.
Cause it really brings my mood down:(
& i so wanna cry it out , shout it loud.
but i don't know how to express them into words.
sighs.
:((
feel so un-wanted.
i feel so un-familiar.
feel so lost.
i feel such such bad feeling:(
& there's nothing that i can do ,
cause i can't cope my feelings ,
getting them back to track and lead them the correct way .
i feel so empty ):
i'm smiling , i might just look happy.
but i'm not .
in fact , you can see through my eyes.
i'm seriously trying my very best to hold back all my tears.
but thanks girls ! for always being there for me (:
i really appreciate.
maybe now is just the falling time for me to go through.
& friends sorry if at anytime i gave bad attitude or faces.
i'm not going through good times now):
i'm sorry
i've been tearing alot recently .
i've been going through alot nowadays.
not much of good things i'm enduring ,
i'm trying ,
i'm hoping ,
i'm wishing ,
but all that brings are just diappointment once again.
thus , i'm just going to leave it as what it is , i'm not going to go and bother or care.
&&& i don't like you , yes ! i don't like you!
nothing's going to make me like you!
cause i your face just makes me feel that you're so un-friendly.
& indeed you are one.
i don't care if you dislike me , because thats not going to matter to me at all.
cause i don't care!
Took pics tgt with alvin yesterday with hoodie.
oh and thanks kuanying for bringing jacket down for me .
ohwells ,
somehow , i'm really lucky enough to have TrueFriends in my life ,
thou things ain't really pleasant now .
but !!!!! .
once again!
JazlynToh&KuanyingKoh
thanks for being part of my life ,
and never fails to let me know you still care for you lil friend here
when she's all alone!
Yvonne ♥
♥ The girl.
YVONNE
That's what everyone calls & when June7th falls
That's when I'll get older too:D
-myFRIENDSTER (:
MSN; babygal_love88@hotmail.com
I'll be leading a life that I want it to be
& I'll be looking things in other perspectives not too much of the negatives.
Living life stronger everyday.
I guess I've been pretty well grown up.
Learned pretty much in life
All the rights and wrongs
After all the pains that I've went through or perhaps given by others.
Its high time I'd have to be independent.
Basically, I'm sociable and of course friendly.
But do at times, I might be a little way off too crazy.
and I'm a little temperamental but I guess my endurance are kinda of high.
So I wouldn't blow my top easily(:
Big THANKS to those who have always been there for me
I can't be more than content to have all the loved ones around me
& I would want you guys know
I LOVE YOU ALL.
Thank you will never be enough for those who have been there whenever I needed your to be
Gonna be a big girl now and have to stop relying so so much on others
There's still much more to go through.
& as for the rest.
Find it out yourself(:
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