Thursday, August 28, 2008 ♥
♥ 10:08 PM
shouldn't i Went down to outram for my appointment (:and its nicely done up now:Dglad.Hopefully will keep it in that way .HOHO...So met up esmond over at Causeway point as he's going down to jurong to report too.So we went down to take the same train.Reach-d at 2.05pm i'm a lil late.and everything ended around 4pm:Ddown to causeway .had my lunch tgt with jervon...went for smoking break .saw kaihong alvin and aaron(:den bought some dessert back for jervon's mum and everyone.den HOME SWEET HOME:Dshortly after that , nothing to do .decided to get my hair cut !:DDan dmy hair's cut now...Reach-d home.call-d ---- up.nothing much to talk about.somehow , i just feel really weird about things thats happening.sighs.hang-d call.& i suppose ---- asleep by now.one day more.(:i should be happy shouldn't i .but i'm not really that happy.instead i'm kinda of afraid..Jervon's going to get his BTT tml with Brogene:DGoodLuck to both of you ! PASS!& i can't wait for my turn to come .haas.september the 15th:DDi never even bother to go and flip the theory book.wonder how would i pass.ohwells.------in fact , things were pretty simple but i just make it seems to be so complicated i should just treasure all that i have with you the time and everything because all of this is going to come to an end sooni shouldn't be putting in too much of my feeling but i can't hold them back you says , i look pretty fine and happy when i'm with youbut i ain't that well , in fact , have you really ask-d me if i'm ok ?sighs.there's plenty of stuff i wanna ask you , but i don't have the courage to i don't wanna hear answers thats going to change things and i don't wanna lose you even as a friend//suffocating , like what she says.i've bear-d too much things in myself , and there's no longer space for me to keep in anymorethats why , i'm breaking down rmber i told you , i'm not used to the yvonne that she is now ?you understand what i mean ?sighs.i've to adapt to changes , human , friends , and whatsoever everyone changebut things just come down all at one time how the fcuk do you wanna me to go and accept all those changes.i've tried , but i am not used to the life i'm having now.//aimlessly , wandering , tear at the simplest thing i'm no longer the one who is always strong and never let her tears fall , no matter how down or upset she is but now things ain't the same as beforei get affected , very easily , i cry at the simplest thing ,i get agitated at the tinest thing.but i can't bear to bring myself to just get angry with you//sometimes , i understand wahts happening , my mind knows it clear , but my heart just doesn't wanna listen and follow):its time to stop , before the hurt is too much for me to bearlike a couple of times , i hint you , saying i'll no longer take the intiative to ___ you and stuffjust don't treat me way too nice .perhaps , we'll have a good talk tml .):hopefully , i pray-d things would not turn-d out the other way , but the way i want..........................................................................................*thanks girl , like i've told you , only you truely understand how i feels.i'm trying my best to adapt to the new yvonne , like you said , i haven try , words doesn't counts.i'll try , and i'm always here for you too ! thanks again , for always letting me to know , i still have a friend to turn to at my lowest point of timesomeone who never fails to let me know she still cares as a bossom friend of mine.Thanks ! , jazlyntoh......