

was super bored , so all i did was photo taking :x

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Reach-d home around like 1plus 2Am
bath-d chang-d and toss and turn ,
till ike finally 4plus 5Am , den i fell aslp:D
been thinking for a while , really really a long thought ,
and i realise-d my heart changes really fast.
sighs.
maybe my heart has died on him .
thats why ?
sighs.
saw him over at cwp , i didn't even bother to say hi.
we were totally like stranger , but his msg-d always held me back .
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& now i'm so bored.
sighs.
nothing to do .
ohoh .
Tml working with the girls .
HOHO.
can't wait ! & i'll be working like almost everyday next week .
Hopefully it will take away all the things on my mind, but up till now it doesn't seems to help.
:x
sighs.
argh , so bored.
no life.
i feel like drinking):
i don't really know if thats what my heart feels ,
but i miss you alot.
i don't really know what i'm looking for ,
but just for my heartaches to be gone.
i don't really know if i'm just looking for a shelter and get away from life ,
but i don't seems to be getting what i want.
i don't wanna fall i n love.
but it always seems i'm loving the wrong guy .
sighs.

perhaps , i'd fall in love with you, but i hope its not true